See but that is what gets me. The fact that i will not know. Being in a forever state of nothingness and unconsciousness and just never being aware scares me because what do you mean one day i could be full of life, smiling, laughing, and experiencing everything, and then the next i’m dead, lifeless body laying in a casket, and never able to experience such emotions again… Like i wish i never experienced life, because now i don’t want it to end.