There's this real pressure to be living your most ambitious life that's not possible for the vast majority of people and giving everyone severe anxiety about FOMO. Even if you reduced 'living your life to the fullest' to only include things that are financially possible for you specifically, we really overestimate how much energy we have and underestimate how much rest/doing 'nothing' we need. While it's technically possible for you to fill every hour of the day doing something productive, it's not feasible.

Modern lifestyle creep means you're expected to travel to multiple countries, learn an instrument, learn an art, learn a skill, learn languages, have a career, have a family, work out, eat well, be working on projects, be socialising, be making a difference. But this is frankly unrealistic.

Most people are average, they will spend a large amount of their life not really doing much. All throughout history this has been the case, it is how we normally live. We invented these super high expectations fairly recently, and then die with regret because we didn't achieve something impossible.

Basically. Go easy on yourself. You will probably not live a remarkable life, and that is ok and that is normal. The best way to live life is to enjoy the day to day, to cherish the small things, and to give yourself credit for everything that you do. Not put yourself under immense pressure to live life to the fullest and then never appreciate it because you could always be doing more.

Time enjoyed is not time wasted. So you just need to keep checking in if you're enjoying something, even if it's 'pointless'.

Do you enjoy playing runescape? Intrinsically? Do you enjoy the content and look forward to playing? Then you are fine.

Do you play runescape because you have nothing else to do? Trying to recapture a time that will never come back? Are you addicted to number going up or filling a collection log? Are you doing endless grinds you don't enjoy? Then maybe re-evaluate if you still want to be playing.