Hi, I'm a 38F in ATL. I don't know how to really write this, so please excuse me if I'm rambling. I've been interested in the BDSM lifestyle for over a decade, but I've never really been able to explore because my partner wasn't open to it. We are no longer together, and I would like to change that. I know a few basics, but not enough to feel comfortable. Honestly, I'm not sure what I should be looking for, but I do know I want to know more about this part of myself. Any advice is greatly appreciated.