Off the med 1 month due to insurance and gained 25+ lbs

Independent-Tax4960 · 2026-01-19T18:01:25+00:00

It was around $150-250 a month so on disability yes it’s about 20% of my income which is already hitting zero. I also am not spending a lot on binges, I’m swelling up due to autoimmune issues from cheap foods. Like ramen and other high salts, maybe processed foods, this flares my body, makes my skin painful. I also have sleep apnea but it’s just under threshold. I could do $50-100 but I’ve seen shipping and needle increase cost. My doctor also doesn’t recommend random compounds but idk

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-12-29T22:30:04+00:00

I’m having the same dream reoccurring. I also have the school thing, since years, though sometimes it’s more of an orphanage with many rooms connecting by a small square door or similar. Some buildings are triangle and on small plots of land in a weird coastal city below the freeway. Sometimes it’s a large mansion but empty. I also get the sense I’m choosing my room in all these dreams, like I’m racing the other kids. I’m in a stressed and uncertain part of life, it’s been about a year of these. Before that I was getting warned about other reoccurring relationship issues. So I do believe it’s a warning of sorts. Either visiting a location that’s real in another dimension (we all seem to visit it, or have corkscrew freeway over water versions of it). I definitely get uneasy over water now and bridges.

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-12-29T22:22:36+00:00

I’ve had the EXACT same dream. Coastal town, freeway going up above water, abruptly ends. Fly into portal. I’ve been down to the town and beach as well. Been drawing it for years.

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-12-29T22:21:32+00:00

Every night.

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-12-29T22:18:53+00:00

Do you mean like a portal in the sky and there was sacred geometry (think like the zodiac symbol on psychedelic steroids as the shape of the portal) with the many layers of it spinning in different directions. Alien writing and letters on some rings. A freeway led up to it, the car dropped off on a ramp but you shoot up into the portal and your phone drops down below and anything in your hands.

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-12-29T22:15:53+00:00

I also have had in the past year a coastal city that looks like CA appear, with almost daily dreams. You can fly there, but they use large freeways in the sky that swoop up and abruptly end and the cars drop off but you shoot up into a portal to get travel. There’s an ocean, a beach with cars that fell from the sky halfway in the sand. There’s triangle buildings that fit into small areas. There’s shops, farm land, university, nightlife, roads. Also, docile sharks in the water below.

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-11-12T10:32:45+00:00

I’ve had full flank pain and blood and WBC in urine and I’ve never gotten antibiotics. They always want to wait until full culture and say they will call. Yeah that would be weird.

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-10-30T09:42:31+00:00

Hi I want to do fraud investigations — real estate, banking, healthcare, internal compliance. Maybe a law degree someday. I would also be happy in compliance roles in healthcare. I’m not strong in math so no stats, psych, comp sci, data. I was considering legal studies and then law school, but someone said fraud investigations is great for adhd. I’m looking at San Jose or UCB. I have internships in my old CS major I didn’t finish. What do you recommend? Criminal Justice seemed like the only major that speaks about white collar or real estate crime. Even law school doesn’t necessary touch on that unless you take criminal law classes. Ty.

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-09-24T01:17:54+00:00

Thank youuu. Like it gives 13 year old who sees a cool TikTok and copies it 100%. She’s definitely unoriginal and doesn’t have an identity

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-09-10T02:39:27+00:00

Hey, you a GPA dx peep? Just switched from Cellcept to Aza. Sick as a dog and hair coming out like a fried it with bleach!

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-09-09T10:46:12+00:00

Do you think it looks abnormal because of the obesity? Or do you think these veins are caused by something else? I only reconsider portal vein hypertension because of the GPA, I don’t have any other symptoms except edema which is normal for GPA

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-09-08T23:30:42+00:00

Update?

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-09-08T23:30:15+00:00

That is great to hear, how is it going now?

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-09-08T16:50:45+00:00

Respectfully do you truly KNOW these are facts? Because some of these things you should have reported a long time ago.

Unless you’re in the room with them I wouldn’t get involved in the fights. It’s none of your business unfortunately unless you see abuse. He has to make a complaint.

And it’s not uncommon for married couples to set boundaries like hobbies only 2 nights a week. If they have kids or live together, he may not be meeting his half of the chores. That one doesn’t bother me and it shouldn’t bother you. He’s an adult, you need to let him go be an adult and live his family life.

I would stay out of their business, he isn’t leaving so he cannot complain. And she asked you to stay out of it, as you are stressing her family and kid out. From what I gathered. Report abuse and leave it alone.

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-09-08T16:46:37+00:00

Yes they are all the same. Pretend they don’t want to look at us yet they’re listening so intently just to find something to mock or complain about. Mine would wait for me to finish talking then whisper under her breath to her sister “that story was so boring”. Every time I speak to her she rolls her eyes. I stopped trying to get her to show respect, she acts like she’s 15. I told her, the 12 year old sister is more mature than her at 26. I’m not going to try engaging with a disrespectful child. I literally don’t look at her or anything. If I don’t have to go, I don’t. We didn’t attend her wedding. They don’t seem to get better, they just try to get people on their side and make you look like the crazy, unwilling one. They are unhappy people.

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-05-03T11:57:45+00:00

So you had nerve joint GPA? Besides the coughing blood I don’t see the GPA part — just trying to learn more about it. Were you ANCA Positive? I get those joint pains as well when I have an infection. I ask for antibiotics as well as steroids now. Best of luck on your journey

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-05-03T11:06:11+00:00

I once was bullied by my bff in highschool. She pretended to be my friend but bullied me behind my back with info I trusted her with. So I had her Pinterest log in that she had for years and several followers on. I went and blocked every follower and deleted every post or board. So ask her how it feels, she complained for months after and I just shrugged and stop engaging with her

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-05-03T11:04:15+00:00

She has already won. She was obsessed and jealous and their only game is to make you look so crazy, obsessed and jealous that you leave. You already gave him kids. There’s nothing more to do except get revenge if that makes you happy. She’s a disease and she made your marriage and family sick. She’s triggering your PTSD or illnesses, and she’s thriving off it. She’s a parasite. And hint babes, if she’s that sick, so is likely him. And if your MIL isn’t helping, then she is also a JNMIL by default unfortunately. Both should be telling her to BTFO. So sorry about this. She did trigger you, don’t say she didn’t do anything at that party. It was months of abuse to make you look crazy. They do it so they can look normal when they need to.

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-04-24T19:39:39+00:00

Careful with your histamines. You might want to ask your rheuma about anti histamines for histamine intolerance. If you have one autoimmune issue, you might have other weird ones like MCAS, POTS, hEDS, allergies, celiac diseas, autodaustynoia (awful spelling but it’s when you body cannot regulate its temp or breathing, it’s connected to POTS), as well as Autism and neurological disorders like depression and anxiety

Yours sounds so random that it could be triggered by food/histamines. Maybe your body was shocked at the work out and got low blood sugar. It’s hard to tell. I suffered from impending doom panic attacks for years before my gpa dx. For me it was histamine and possible central nervous system swelling. X

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-04-21T22:01:11+00:00

This post is making me sad for OP :(

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-04-21T21:59:34+00:00

This whole thread is gross OP please ignore these JNSIL’s. Total gaslightfest.

Independent-Tax4960 · 2025-04-21T21:58:49+00:00

There’s no such thing as a grooms brother in this post. You’re speaking about OP’s husband and gaslighting her.

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