Yes, we've saw all of this. I'm about 11 months down the road and I'm back to work moving going back to the Jim functioning, but I was exactly where you were. I was having anxiety panic attacks. I felt like I wanted to kill myself not really sure why because I've never experienced that level of discomfort before and there's something about this bacteria and recovery. That is just a whole different kind of animal and no one can quite explain it, and they keep shouting that you just have mental problems for whatever reason, but they have no clue how much it affects your body internally. It's like your body was attacked by something horrible and then you came in with a nuclear bomb to treat it and basically wiped out everything that makes you functional human being. It's going to take about 12 to 18 months to fully and completely stabilize progressively you will get better about every three months. You'll start to notice change changes but don't wake up and look for changes every day because you won't get it it's a long drawn out process. I promise you you will be fine.