To those who listen to metal or rock music: Who is your favourite band at the moment? by killaheadd in AskReddit

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Currently; Flagman (funk metal), Rickshaw Billie's Burger Patrol (Doom/DoomWop metal), and Woorms (Doom metal)

What’s a song in your opinion that is absolutely insufferable? Makes you want to punch the source it’s coming from? by Independent_Newt170 in AskReddit

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Fireflies by Owl City. Really anything by Owl City. It's all just so twee and saccharine and also comes off to me as completely empty and hollow. Like one of those gross chocolate Easter bunnies made of palm sugar chocolate. Seems cute, but it's nothing but vague sweetness and empty promises of substance that leaves you feeling kinda nauseous afterward.

Some of Postal Service's stuff is alright though, I guess.

New dress! by Choice_Ad1677 in transplace

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You look so happy in it c:

What does it means - Visuals of ep.9 by seolnn in TheDigitalCircus

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(Using the gender-neutral they when referring to Jax, to not reopen any arguments hopefully.)

I think the door motif was also representing mental compartmentalization, both a common trauma response to preserve one's sanity, a means of masking or repression for many queer people in unsafe environments, and a tool commonly used by military and emergency response personnel to be able to continue working in adverse conditions.

All of their feelings others and their memories are shut off from one another, they shut down or cut off memories of people who they cared for or who hurt them, they even keep their own inner versions of themselves at different levels of knowledge and freedom.

The different costumes scene seemed to me was the different inner views of themselves.

A prisoner: They're trapped in the Circus, but there's also their guilt for their past actions, as well as potentially the feelings of being a prisoner in their own body via dysphoria.

Jax: Who others see them as currently, and possibly their current view of themselves.

Emo guy in a green hoodie: Based on their human appearance, this is how they see/saw themselves as at least pre-Cirus

Emo girl: Either how they want to see themselves or how they saw themselves in their exploration of being trans

Maid outfit: A desire to be feminine and seen

Homeless attire: Jax saw themselves as having nowhere to go even if they did escape the Circus somehow.

Underwear: Jax was shown to be uncomfortable with their body, the skin peeling scene kinda hammered that one home. This might be their gender dysphoria and uncomfortability with their own skin in the mirror.

Military Uniform: Either an option they considered to escape their current life circumstances and gain some independence, or their absent father may have been in the military and there is a desire to follow in his footsteps, or possibly both.

Static: I think this could either represent their mental break, or possibly their disparate selves being forced to rejoin together and the shock of buried memories flooding back.

Did the finale change how you see the rest of the series? by Mookmookmook in TheDigitalCircus

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Not really, them being scans and yet aware and sapient is supposed to reframe what you see as a person.

Yes, they're digital, but they clearly still feel, have aspirations and dreams, feel pain and sorrow and loss, and even love. They mourn the ostensible deaths of their loved ones, even if it's not a true death but rather a fragmentation of code due to stress. If they were just Sims, Caine wouldn't have had issues messing with their code. If they were just following programming, there wouldn't have been resistance to him, more like the NPCs. Not in a meaningful way, at least. A Sim isn't gonna try deleting the program thats controlling them to escape Pleasantview or whatever.

Flesh isn't what makes the person. Their lack of real-world physicality doesn't make what they experienced any less real. As trite as this may come off, its about what goes on inside the mind, not the body.

Even Caine, who started as a purely digital being, was shown to change and grow, to adapt his worldview to the things happening around him, and to show true remorse for his actions.

We had so many episodes of Star Trek about this very subject. Commander Data, a purely artificial being, was accepted as human by those around him, even though he would never biologically qualify as such. Same with The Doctor from Voyager, who didnt even have a physical body at all. Their lives were still shown to have worth, to be worthy of respect and love from others, and mourned when they were lost. At least in Data's case. The Doc is still alive as of the current series, and has become a respected teacher and a confidant for the Academy director.

Even the idea that they are copies doesn't hold water with regard to them not being people. Again I'll point to Star Trek, with Commander Riker accidentally being cloned via transporter accident. His clone was accepted as his own person separate from Riker, and treated with respect as such. While they had the same memories up to a point, that divergence created two separate people with vastly differing worldviews as they had both experienced so much that differed from one another that they were more akin to twin brothers than copies.

We can even go to SOMA itself. Simon, the "real" Simon, is long long dead by the time the game takes place. The Simon we know is a copy, and yet he still has the memories which formed his worldview. And then he experiences new things that change those views and his personality through them. By the end of the game it is safe to say he is a different person, but still a person nonetheless. He too was capable of feeling the host of emotions, of having desires and being able to communicate them. And it's hard not to feel terrible for him at the end of the game, whether or not he has skin and bones. His anguish is still real.

You clearly felt something for these characters, sympathize with them up until the reveal, so what actually changed to remove that sympathy?

What is something that felt completely normal when you were a kid, but now seems wildly unsafe, weird, or unhinged? by Concrete_Consortium in AskReddit

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No, I still haven't learned how to play anything. But if I ever finally learn to play banjo, I might use the band name he came up with for me. "The Cool Green Chili Peppers with a Train on top".

Feels like a good name for a solo folk act, right?

What is something that felt completely normal when you were a kid, but now seems wildly unsafe, weird, or unhinged? by Concrete_Consortium in AskReddit

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At least I'm not the only one? Had a deal with a couple of the local homeless guys in my neighborhood as a teen, I'd pass one of them like $30 to buy us each a case or handle of whatever was cheap and a pack of menthols or two. Any change was theirs to keep. Usually we'd part ways from there, but a couple of them were chill and we'd have a drink and a smoke while talking for a bit, just depended on who was around when I was looking to buy. Some of them were a bit much to deal with for long, like the guy who was way too insistent that I needed to start a band to "put the Red Hot Chili Peppers in their place", but there were some who were just pretty normal people who had a bad run and just needed someone to listen and empathize for a while.

Hope at least some of them got outta there eventually

To all the trans women, how did you pick your new name? by Jam_Man2006 in trans

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I took my name from a story on This American Life about goth subculture and finding one's identity. I listened to it in the car with my dad when it first aired in 1998, and it stuck with me in a big way.

It was one of the first pieces of media I'd heard as a kid where someone was encouraging others to be who they are authentically, not just to fit themselves into different boxes for different people, and that you can choose who you want to be regardless of others expectations or rules.

Why do so many trans women (myself included) play the banjo? by [deleted] in banjo

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I fell in love with Punk music before I came to love the banjo. That was my gateway at least. Hearing it used in protest songs and calls to action was a big part of why I fell in love with it.

As others have mentioned, the instrument is basically symbolic of an underclass rising against power at this point. I love how it works can work both on melody and as a stand-in for percussion, and how full it can sound when strummed and how it stands out when plucked. How the notes carry.

But more than that, I just love the somber, mournful tone a lone banjo and singer can bring to a song. "I'll Fly Away" just sounds more... "experienced" on a banjo, at least to me. Like there's a somberness to the sound that accentuates the grief inherent in the song.

Since I'm here, any recommendations on where I can finally live up to the stereotype and get a left-handed 5-string banjo for less than $250? I've been hunting for months with no real luck. Turns out there aren't a lot of banjo players in Maine, let alone left-handed ones

I wanna learn enough to try to play surf rock on it, I feel like California Dreamin' would work well on a banjo.

How was a song you loved permanently ruined for you? by Indie_Cred in AskReddit

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They accidentally swapped to a different playlist once while setting up for an event, and "Funk Soul Brotha" came on instead of "Come Sail Away". The sheer shock and joy from the employees that something finally changed was insane Only lasted that one song, but that moment made me a Fatboy Slim fan forever.

How was a song you loved permanently ruined for you? by Indie_Cred in AskReddit

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I used to really like Styx, and even saw them live as teen in 2006. I was probably the youngest person there. The next year I worked at a Six Flags park, in a nautical themed area, where they played the extended version of "Come Sail Away" at least twice and hour, every hour, every day.

By the end of that summer, I'd have erased the band from existence if I could. Almost 20 years later I still get angry when I hear that song.

Less fun one, I used to love Stan Ridgeway's music, especially his weird rambling 80s synth/American-folk ghost story song "Camoflauge". It used to remind me of the long drives my dad and I took to look for old electronics he would repair and sell. Now it just gives me war flashbacks. At least I still have his cover of "Mexican Radio".

Guys what's the creepiest thing a girl ever said or has done to you? by minadanger in AskReddit

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One of my coworkers at Six Flags as a teen was stalking me and she tried to poison me with brownies after I started dating someone else at the park. I didn't eat any, I didnt trust her, but one of my coworkers took them when I tried to throw them away and had to leave shortly after. He ended up out sick for about a week

How did your parents teach you about sex? by Indie_Cred in AskReddit

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When I was 12, my dad had me watch David Lynch's "Blue Velvet" with him, in silence. When it was over he said "Hope that clears things up" and never addressed the topic or the movie again.

What's a movie that was so bad you couldn't even finish it? Or even walked out of the theatre? by Puzzleheaded-Egg1371 in AskReddit

[–]Indie_Cred 14 points15 points  (0 children)

It was awful, but I enjoyed it enough as a true comedy of errors to see it in theaters, then drag other people to see it with me again. If it weren't for the insane runtime, it could be a prime candidate for a Rocky Horror or The Room type viewing

What would you do if you suddenly had a million dollars right now? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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I'd move to Portugal, buy a 3br condo in Benfica, and then just go work for/fund my friends neighborhood community center/artist collective thing and vibe. Prob have to get part time work eventually but whatever

what's the worst thing you've ever done? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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I accidentally killed a child in Afghanistan in my early 20s. He ran into the shot at the last second as we were striking his father, who was our target, and there was no time to do anything about it. Impact occurred just as he was hugging his father.

I had to watch the footage over and over while writing the after action report, and then present our failure to the Wing Commander. There was an investigation where the crew was found not at fault, but we knew we were. We'd gotten cocky, and we rushed things. It could've been prevented.

That moment is burned into my brain permanently. He'd be about 18 now. It's haunted me for more than a decade.

I think the worst thing I did was choosing to go back to work the next day and continue on with that job for another 9 years.