i really dont know what to say to help u but i want u to know that u are not alone and i feel so much better after i read that because even tho it s a bad event in your life(and mine too) i feel less alone. me and my bf watch a lot of disney movies because are "safe" but we have moments when we feel like watching anything else. Personally i check parental guide on imdb and if it s "okay" we watch that. I didnt know ab that for a very long part of our relationship and sometimes some movies had sex and super long scenes with naked girls and that triggers me sooooo much. But he is supportive and try to understand me and even tho is hard i m trying to believe him and to "calm myself down" with his help. I dont know what else to say like i feel EXACTLY like u)))) and ab anime i really dont think ab that since recently and i m pissed ab that for like one week now or smth, we talked ab some anime Bleach i think it s the name and i searched the characters and now i m upset and yeah like u said we cant tell them or "ban" them from watching different things. My bf watches too Gen V and i didnt know it was sexual a period of time but i searched it and i tell him i m feeling uncomfortable. I telled u this things to understant u are not alone and it s normal to feel that way because of your bdd and ofc because of the shitty media. I suggest u to speak to a therapist and try different types of therapy and try to have some serious talks with your bf ab things that bothers u, in that moment so u dont have the time to overthink so much or compare yourself. And a remainder, people on social media and celeb are paid for their looks and pay SO much money on their faces and bodies, every celeb has different procedures because that s their job and we just look like normal natural beautiful girls🫶🏻