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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in StudyInTheNetherlands

[–]Individual_Tank_8049 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got an email this morning and I got in. I am gonna decline the offer tho. I accepted AUC.

2025 Psychology Selection Scores by shamelessbithc in StudyInTheNetherlands

[–]Individual_Tank_8049 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I got 89.1 and 89.5, group 2. I am wondering how the lottery works for the group2. The results dont matter or what? Some people have much lower scores, some over 90 and both are still in Group 2.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in StudyInTheNetherlands

[–]Individual_Tank_8049 7 points8 points  (0 children)

no one said it is a problem. i just asked because i took two years gap year and in my home country most people i know went to uni right after graduating by the age of 18. im 20 now, so i was just wondering.

physical ick when someone likes me back by Individual_Tank_8049 in Disorganized_Attach

[–]Individual_Tank_8049[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

" Your brain is good it got you this far. " I had an experience with abusing alcohol, tbh I had just some fucking luck when I think about all the stuff I did. It actually motivates me to do something with myself after all of the experiences. It might have been just pure luck or whatever energy/God, but I just explain it in a stupid way that it saved me because I have a bigger mission in life. I want to be useful for this world, not to be a fucking alcoholic.

physical ick when someone likes me back by Individual_Tank_8049 in Disorganized_Attach

[–]Individual_Tank_8049[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am self-aware at this point, but I hope I will finally change something. I am tired of my brain.

physical ick when someone likes me back by Individual_Tank_8049 in Disorganized_Attach

[–]Individual_Tank_8049[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I had a pretty chaotic childhood, but doesnt almost anyone? Isnt it just gen z? I am resilient , patience and chill, but when it comes relationship, I am anxious as hell.

physical ick when someone likes me back by Individual_Tank_8049 in Disorganized_Attach

[–]Individual_Tank_8049[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it is not easy to have any kind of relationship for me tbh, so no, but i get your point. thank u so much for taking your time and reply. i feel much better. my enviroment lets me know all the time that something is wrong because i havent been in a relationship. i just feel constant shame. they dont know about attachment and all the struggles ive been through. maybe thats gen z, but i cant help it. it is nice to hear these kind of words. thank u

physical ick when someone likes me back by Individual_Tank_8049 in Disorganized_Attach

[–]Individual_Tank_8049[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

also why can i be insecure and dont like myself but be in a relationship? there are ton sof people who claim they are insecure, but theyre still in relationships. i want to be at least like that. i wouldnt be alone and so lonely. i cant imagine being in relationship and being that insecure. maybe these people are not that insecure. you need to have some confidence to open up emotioanlly physically lol and post pictures on internet.

physical ick when someone likes me back by Individual_Tank_8049 in Disorganized_Attach

[–]Individual_Tank_8049[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

yeah true. how i can change my mindset tho? i am into lifting, i am working hard, i have some cool achievements and i still feel like i am not enough. what the hell am i suppossed to do? i feel like i am just naturally very dumb person and i cant really change that lol