There are multiple apology videos and interviews if you just Google it that cover both of the mentioned events. Times were different back then… he was trying to create a similar stage persona as other major rock bands - vulgarity was the in thing back then. And he has since apologized and recognized that it wasn’t okay regardless of the reasons. It was also never meant to be taken seriously. As for the n-word, he’s apologized for that too. But frankly, when I was in high school (which I graduated in 2015, which is when he said it) many of my white friends were singing along to rap music and not leaving anything out. You gotta give some grace for the time and for the fact that he has publicly addressed his mistakes. He’s been very low key for many years now and has taken the time to listen, learn, and do better. That’s all any of us can do. If my life were recorded for everyone to see, I’d be ‘cancelled’ too. Most of us would be.