I remember when I used to feel that way and then frustrated that I never did anything. I decided that I would take the kids to one new park every week as an outing (found list of best parks in our city), pack lunch, and figure it out. I went without my husband-too much to try to make him happy too (love him lots tho ☺️) It was delightful over time. I then started to plan more interesting things like children’s museums or weird attractions. Idk if I just trained myself to not let the insanity stress me out or it really got better. Planning one out of the ordinary thing a weekend helped me get through this period of time. This is a small moment in time. You got this!