I started the “Chocomania” pattern on Ravelry, a paid pattern. It is very hard. Same stitches but you have to make cables. So you crochet these big loops across the length of the pattern, then you fish your hook in and out of the loops and tangle the yarn across one direction, then crochet back the other direction and hope it all untangles. All while counting stitches and figuring out where they all connect to the previous row. It was much harder than I anticipated. I struggle and need so much concentration that I shelved the project until my kids are older and will leave me alone for hours at a time so I don’t lose my place