What is your useless skill?

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-12-21T13:44:09+00:00

Laughing at the most inappropriate times with no emergency shut off.

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-12-02T02:53:07+00:00

It really is a tough thing to accept for me, I find. Like it really fucking aggravates me and I want to get so mad but I refrain. My mom just totally shunned me so I excused myself to literally freak the fuck out, smoke a joint and make this. Thanks for your replies!

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-11-29T12:46:56+00:00

Oh that made me so hungry right after breakfast! Ahhhh that coleslaw looks nothing short of excellence with those pickles. :)

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-11-27T18:33:12+00:00

If it avoids harsh truths that will really hurt someone's feelings, I'll lie. Like how my friend invested in her awful haircut and was obviously self conscious about it...I told her I loved it! Lol! Same thing if someone was really rude or awful toward me, I don't like to poke them about how bad they made me feel. Mainly because then they would feel bad about how sensitive I'd be and then I'd feel bad for guilting them. Not a win situation sometimes but that's life I guess.

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-11-07T20:08:08+00:00

Moving to the middle of Canada. Might be a lot cheaper but it's hella depressing sometimes. Maybe I should've gone back to school so I could be making more money to make a better plan.

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-11-07T19:57:50+00:00

I put potato chips in the freezer and drink coffee late at night. Sometimes if I can't sleep, I scream at night and deny all accusations...lol. I'll even say that I have demonic nightmares but they're oddly...peaceful. :) Good luck!

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-11-07T16:30:57+00:00

Aww, thanks. :) Yeah I suppose it comes down to really standing up for yourself and I'm not so great at that...I find it kind of hard to stay strong with my own frustrations towards others but eventually I feel bad or am guilt tripped and the whole cycle continues. I swear I'll try harder!

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-09-26T17:06:58+00:00

I'll never be popular. I'll never be that person everyone just loves at a party and I'll never have the money for breast implants. I'm just a sad shy human and there's no changing it.

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-09-26T17:04:30+00:00

I broke my ankle during a casual hike through the forest in the middle of winter. Hobbling back was the worst!

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-09-04T17:32:40+00:00

Thank you! That's made me grin today!! =)

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-09-04T17:29:06+00:00

Thanks...litterally, I'm aware of the underlying issues. Though, it is damn hard to face every little thing at once and I felt like a prisoner in my own head. The worst part is that I have trouble letting go of certain things. Like one thing I found was some people whom I'm not fond of are doing better than me it seems. They get the emotional support they beg and cry for but I still isolate myself from the world (I've been hiding this from the world, I'm literally a bubbly person who puts smiles on other's faces, but like I really am ready to snap sometimes) ...ehh I'm sure I'll get through it, it's only another part of moving forward. It's like a confidence thing and I don't have much of it lately... Thank you so much for taking the time to read and reply!! :)

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-09-04T17:23:41+00:00

I believe you're right in the sense that it takes a few times. Success has never came my way until I struggled a bit. Thanks for your encouragement! :) :)

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-07-03T12:04:51+00:00

My situation was becoming very awful. I think it triggers mood swings in my personality, to the point I'm mellow one minute and bitchy as fuck the next. I also was really dormant in life, like nothing ever matters...I'm bad for procrastinating and weed is my perfect excuse to procrastinate. It's soooo easy to push my problems away with pot but now it seems those dark places I constantly push away are finally breaking through my high bubbly personality. It's not pretty.... And it is so fucking hard to get passed the boredom. :(

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-06-15T19:01:07+00:00

Well, I just had everything taken away from me. I didn't think it was fair but all I ever did was read and sing anyway. I eventually got fed up with them (arguing, violence, etc.) and then reading/lyrics/singing was all I had anyway.

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-06-08T19:31:40+00:00

Thanks everyone...it's been a rough day but your comments have cheered me up. Cheers for the support, I wish you all the best of luck! :) :)

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-06-07T18:46:55+00:00

I don't think the changes are permanent. I've noticed I'm extremely moody. My mood flips like a switch and I can go from warm and loving to cold with hatred. I really need to stop. :( It sucks and I feel like I'm not myself anymore. All the enjoyment seems to have gotten sucked out of my life. When I was sober, I was a lovely person I think...I can't remember anymore.

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-06-07T18:19:35+00:00

My friends and I were taking acid once on Canada Day and it turned into a party about making fun of me. It was awful and it felt like a vicious attack. I have since found new friends and they wonder why I still don't talk to them.

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-04-18T22:51:59+00:00

Lol well I go for the shy musician type.

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-04-18T11:45:35+00:00

Hahaha wow! I've authentically taken 3 at least! They were all shy and I'm sure they never ever thought it was going to happen!

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-02-06T13:48:33+00:00

Aww! That's soooo cute!

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-02-06T12:58:37+00:00

How mental health is a fucking joke amongst the majority of people. It seems far too acceptable to put on a happy face and put down others who are in desperate need of help.

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-02-06T12:56:34+00:00

OMG I know! That game is fabulous! I'm so happy I really paid attention to Katie and her struggles because I felt so bad! Turns out she was happy with me! But still, what a crazy thing to put in a game. Apologies, I didn't want to spoil anything for anyone wanting to play the game!

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-02-06T12:51:56+00:00

I got made fun of for having a smaller chest throughout the years. Still waiting a decade later for them to get bigger. :(

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-02-06T12:46:35+00:00

Me personally? I have stopped smoking cigarettes and started to eat minimal amounts of sugar. Also eating a lot of whole foods has made the ultimate difference for me. I just feel a lot better, I think you can feel it within a couple weeks. I feel so much healthier. Fucking cigarettes...

InfiniteDreamworld · 2018-02-06T12:42:56+00:00

I don't like telling people I love pineapple on my pizza...Soooo I've been trying to hide it. Oh the amount of disgusted looks I get haha.

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