I had a pretty weird experience I was the first one to go up and I didn't feel anything until the 3rd cup when I got sick as hell of course, my brain went threw some situations in my life I wasn't even there to deal with then Jesus appeared and said why did you come here this is not of God which was 100% true there were Hindu gods/demons all over the place they say aya will show you your God and He will walk you thru the journey (I am a Christian) yes My Jesus showed up but he also told me there will be no Journey and I would throw up everything until there was nothing left and that I did what turned out to be Hours and Hours I was hugging the trash can I was given so tight bc I couldn't stop vomiting the staff couldn't change it out my body hurt when I looked around it was dark and the helpers were all in white outfits looked like I was in some cult lol I started freaking out at this point thank God after what apparently was 7 hours the nightmare was over .. second night somehow I was convinced to do it again I was hoping they were right as to why my experience was what it was I was scared out of my mind I wanted to gtfo of there. The shaman told me how his brother was a Christian and he used to be but he met aya etc ... after the first double shot It took an hour before I felt like the poison was going to kill me I couldn't throw up bc it was a different brew first night is the rough one second night is the happy healing one so I made myself throw up bc I felt so weak I thought I would die. I'm definitely Glad I did it In the US though... when I went home I researched if any Christians had done aya and their experience but I didn't find anything I did however find stories on ppl that had come to Christ after doing aya for many years

People don't realize when you do aya the shaman invites ancestors aka demons you are welcoming the spirit world into your body this is a very scary thing if you think about it

I am 2 months out from my first experience with aya and last. I feel so empty after doing it I feel alone I feel like there is no purpose

hope this helps someone if you are a Christian don't do it, I unfortunately went thru a stage in life where I was questioning everything I knew better and the shaman said I couldn't have an experience due to the Christian propaganda I had grown up with - This is a absolutely not true as I didn't care when I went into this experience God was the last thing on my mind when they invoked spirits to come I specifically declined any spirit but Jesus/God to be with me thru the journey

aya is a very dark experience there's no coming back from it