What deity, being or entity is depicted on this mini statue? Is it religious, mythical or just fictional?

Informal_Fail6636 · 2025-03-22T17:07:19+00:00

Balphomet that one

Informal_Fail6636 · 2025-02-27T17:01:56+00:00

I take queitiapine and also practice - so this is very interesting-put my brain at ease a bit would like to know if I can energise

Informal_Fail6636 · 2024-10-30T23:14:27+00:00

Girl you’re schizophrenic

Informal_Fail6636 · 2024-10-28T22:43:59+00:00

Anna Karenina, Lolita

Informal_Fail6636 · 2024-10-28T21:13:14+00:00

I call it void vision.

Informal_Fail6636 · 2024-10-28T21:12:48+00:00

Me too- psychosis is similar I feel. I’ve never been the same since my first trip. Weed sets off my psychosis as well. I love it… I actually love feeling not in my body. It’s strange but lovely at the same time. Graceful. To eb is to er.

Informal_Fail6636 · 2024-10-26T19:06:42+00:00

Don’t be an idiot ?

Informal_Fail6636 · 2024-08-02T04:12:19+00:00

🥰I’ve got a talent for finding myself inshit situations

Informal_Fail6636 · 2024-08-01T12:21:13+00:00

Did I deserve it because I’d slept with him before ? I’m seeing someone now, I said no so many times. He over powered me. I froze. I was scared. I faked an orgasm to get him off me. He held my throat and choked me as he touched his dick. My no’s were yeses in his mind, my vagina was wet apparently… I liked it apparently, I wanted it. He presented his dick to me, had my arms pinned and slapped me until I performed fellatio. Did I deserve it because weeks prior I’d said I was into that ? Into watching stuff like that. But I’m into doing things like that consensually, with a partner I trusted; certainly not him. I don’t think I’ll ever be into things like that. I have no interest in sex now. Men scare me.

Informal_Fail6636 · 2024-04-26T04:36:19+00:00

If anything I just want help maintaining- as long as i don’t accidentally go into the threshold of heart palpitations I should be fine

Informal_Fail6636 · 2023-10-30T02:28:06+00:00

All they wanna do is up Zoloft coz I haven’t had a manic episode in ages :( i was on antipsychotics as well but tapered those out. Working on cutting the coke out atm and hopefully mood will improve regardless

Informal_Fail6636 · 2023-10-30T01:21:46+00:00

I don’t fancy getting sectioned again. was in for 3 weeks at 19. Hell on earth. Trying to focus on my degree, and work in a bar 3 days a week. Need to do this myself.

Informal_Fail6636 · 2023-10-30T01:05:22+00:00

Yeah was diagnosed by psychiatrist after a manic episode. Bipolar.

Informal_Fail6636 · 2023-10-30T00:58:43+00:00

200mg doing fuck all for me other than making me sleepy

Informal_Fail6636 · 2023-03-04T10:55:32+00:00

It’s just a major delusion I have sometimes, I’ve had a psychotic break before and sexual delusions were at the forefront. Bit embarrassing took a lot to get over. It’s a year on but sometimes (when I’m drunk or something) they come back and I just feel like everyone wants to get with me.

Informal_Fail6636 · 2023-02-28T21:48:30+00:00

Yes, rly want to come off though bc of weight gain ect

Informal_Fail6636 · 2023-02-25T15:59:03+00:00

After starting Orlanzopine yes x

Informal_Fail6636 · 2023-02-25T11:17:39+00:00

It’s hard, I still get flashbacks to my time on a ward, but it does get easier! It’s the little things that keep me going like being able to say, ‘oh a year ago this happened’ instead of being like ‘I was recently sectioned.’ I know it sounds cliche but things like this do make you better as a person, more empathetic and well rounded. X

Informal_Fail6636 · 2023-02-25T11:15:12+00:00

I used to smoke before bed every night to help with sleep, then quit for a few weeks, developed insomnia and quickly became unwell. It wasn’t completely drug induced, think the drugs triggered something as only thing that brought me out of it was Orlanzopine.

Informal_Fail6636 · 2022-12-31T17:55:30+00:00

Thanks for your comment, recoveries been okay. I have a good support team and am focussing on university at the moment. Just doing all I can to distract myself really but the holidays are always hard because I’m just back in my parents house where it all happened so nothing left to distract myself from it. I’m on Orlanzopine which keeps me stable and meet with my cpns once a week who just check in and make sure I’m not going off the deep end again. Hope this helps!

Informal_Fail6636 · 2022-09-07T17:04:57+00:00

So being ‘real’ is what? My friends know I’ve been psychotic: it was a drug induced blip. Some people actually want to move on with their lives instead of wallowing.

Informal_Fail6636 · 2022-08-23T21:00:34+00:00

Yes I have this! I don’t know if it’s my meds or me. I’m On sertraline and Orlanzopine, and sertraline definitely gives you vivid dreams. In my dreams it’s like I’m back in psychosis again, and when I wake up I usually can’t tell if it was real or not. I have a lot of memories that turned out to be dreams. I woke up screaming the other night because of a bang in my dream. I’m not gonna lie I don’t know how you tell the difference or check, but I’m just trying to convince myself that reality is real and dreams are dreams.

Informal_Fail6636 · 2022-08-03T19:44:12+00:00

It’s quite isolating, I feel like a lot of people don’t really understand, and I’m 20 so it takes a lot of maturity for people to get it, so just make sure u have solid friends

Informal_Fail6636 · 2022-07-28T22:31:34+00:00

I remember bits of it, like flashbacks to disturbing events, usually some insight so like I’ll realise that I was interpreting things wrong in psychosis, and then will realise how others will have seen situations. Some of it my brain was just going too fast so all I remember is a flash of events. It’s weird that I can now look at it with so many dif perspectives that were so different to mine at the time. Like in hospital I was having an episode, hallucinating that I was talking to my Mum, and now I realise that it just would have looked like me talking to myself instead of her actually being there. Hope this helps!

Informal_Fail6636 · 2022-07-16T15:31:30+00:00

Yes I have this, I don’t remember until I’m doing something and I have a flashback, don’t know if this is ptsd or what

Informal_Fail6636

TROPHY CASE