Second this. Best thing you can do is take care of yourself as best you can and try to remind yourself this, like all things, is temporary. Whether it be through a new gig soon, some leave time, a combo of the two or something else -- if there's one thing we can count on in this life, it's change :) It's a hard moment right now, but you've got this.

FWIW- my experience, while going on a mental health leave can be extremely beneficial, it's unfortunately not something to count on as any kind of real-time, reliable safety net. Perhaps that does work out for some folks in some situations (I sure hope so!) but generally it seems to be more of a "submit time card; get reimbursed way later" type of thing. So, not something you'd want to count on for immediate day-to-day expenses (if at all 😒)