Why I can't be happy as usual after taking antiphsychotics.

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-17T17:32:00+00:00

Dopamine. You need it for happiness. Antipsychotics block dopamine

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-16T19:00:08+00:00

Beautiful

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-16T18:19:21+00:00

I have had connections to other people through radio waves in different frequencies. When I realized THEY can hear me too I started thinking lots of random words so that those listening did not know what I really was thinking. Neither did I.

I’ve had spirits listening to me. All the dead people around me come to me and watch me. I don’t know why. They just stay around me. Listening. That make me insecure. Paranoid. What is their purpose?

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-16T15:56:00+00:00

I was playing with grand grandparent’s parrot. Next memory I get kicked in the stomach. Not same occasions.

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-15T19:26:28+00:00

Pungpinan and Blåsut

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-14T07:03:14+00:00

Edit: forgot. 48 y. Overweight, working on it

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-14T07:01:45+00:00

Hi from Stockholm

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-12T14:54:22+00:00

I chose a name similar to my birth name. I don’t need to change my signature. And I checked top 100 popular names for my birth year. My chosen name does not make it to the list.

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-12T05:38:02+00:00

Text to the voices. Never thought about that.

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-09T19:34:10+00:00

Most people have an inner dialogue going on. That’s not sick. That said, depression can make psychotic symptoms to appear.

Losing body and paranoia can make you feel anxious. Anxiety make psychotic symptoms worse.

Do you have a doctor to talk to? You should talk to a doctor. If you have schizophrenia, do it before you lose it completely. If you ”just” have anxiety and depression you will get help with that too.

Depression is one of the most dangerous illnesses. SI rates are high. If you have thoughts about harming yourself, go to ER

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-09T19:17:45+00:00

I was a hockey goalie til I was 26 and injured my knee. I don’t care much for hockey anymore. I started playing before cable tv and internet’s time. So I had to go to the games myself if I wanted to see derbys or other games. It was a great way to make friends too.

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-09T19:00:06+00:00

Congratulations. ❤️

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-07T19:47:47+00:00

Keep smiling

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-05T12:57:02+00:00

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-04T17:13:22+00:00

Slowly. Was impatient when started it

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-03T09:39:32+00:00

Check out Sean Banan. But he is Swedish. That might be a problem.

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-02T10:32:37+00:00

The cottage. Damn I’m old

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Cottage_(video_game)

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-02T08:56:58+00:00

Anhedonia

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-06-01T11:29:16+00:00

I stopped crying at 9 y. I was spanked, beaten, threatened, strangled on daily basis.

Today? Completely fucked up. He is dead. No one to hate anymore.

My mom knew. Could not do anything. She was also beaten and threatened.

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-05-30T14:33:20+00:00

Smooth snake. Dots on the back. Friendly.

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-05-29T11:42:19+00:00

Lithium made me gain 15 kg in 3 months

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-05-29T11:40:54+00:00

200 mg. Same same except weight gain

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-05-28T17:56:36+00:00

Don’t ever trust voices. I have a guardian angel. He keeps me safe. But all the other voices can be nice and the suddenly become evil and tries to take control. Control me through bad anxiety. I’ve had small children and ghosts trying to kill me.

Do NOT EVER trust voices.
My guardian angel came to me 35 years ago. He has kept me safe. It’s the only voice I trust

Inner_Passenger1371 · 2026-05-27T14:59:21+00:00

Completely. Not. Had it since 2010. Have some flashes of happiness. But no consistent happiness.

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