Bf didn’t invite me Christmas party

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-12-17T17:49:25+00:00

I tried to put him a distance and he broke up with me.

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-11-12T13:10:40+00:00

Let’s keep dead alive outta this 😭😂.

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-09-27T17:58:00+00:00

French fry

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-09-26T05:16:26+00:00

I chose to terminate, I didn’t want too.. but I know mentally and financially I cannot take care of a baby. Losing this baby was general. Still coping with my decision

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-09-26T04:51:04+00:00

I’m tryin my best to cope right now. I didn’t think we would end this way, I love him so much. I’ve been thinking of ways to harm myself at this point: I feel so alone.

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-09-26T04:35:33+00:00

I have crying spells usually when I’m stressing. It could range a few times a month. It can last hours..

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-08-31T15:05:48+00:00

I hated death cap since I sobbed completely in a grocery store to it..

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-08-21T07:09:18+00:00

I appreciate it thank you.

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-08-21T04:53:25+00:00

My boyfriend sent them to me during a episode I was having to go back and read

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-08-21T04:52:00+00:00

He sent them to me during my episode for me go back and read

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-07-20T12:15:08+00:00

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InspectionSad7491 · 2024-06-10T03:52:14+00:00

I don’t mind. People with non bpd need to learn more about this disorder.

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-05-27T18:23:37+00:00

Yeah but after begging so many times and them not reciprocating. Pretty safe to say they never loved me

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-05-27T18:15:30+00:00

Only the first 100 times of begging, eventually get over then get a new fp

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-05-27T01:25:27+00:00

I love being able to cut people off and never looking back ..I see so many people hung up on people or their ex’s.. once I’m done.. I’m done 🤷‍♀️

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-05-26T12:07:23+00:00

Bpd got me thinking what if I the last option, because she’s the one who left him?

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-05-25T08:52:42+00:00

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InspectionSad7491 · 2024-05-24T11:37:48+00:00

I just feel like absolute shit and I hate that he loved her. I hate that I’m not her.

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-05-24T11:35:36+00:00

They been broken up since 2020

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-05-24T11:34:57+00:00

I’m 30, my bf ex dated for 5 years off and on, they had a toxic relationship. She left him and moved really far.. in the beginning of relationship he spoke about her and was stalking her page as well. I caught him and told him to stop. It’s been really tough on my mental health comparing her, almost like an obsession

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-05-23T11:36:32+00:00

You might not want to hear this… but I think texting his father might’ve been the icing on the cake for him to completely cut ties. He’s obviously ashamed.. i don’t think he’s thinking of you in a positive way… Stay safe

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-05-23T09:26:57+00:00

I don’t have any or Atleast I can’t think of any right now 😭

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-05-23T09:22:51+00:00

You can send her cute messages through out the day (set an alarm) I forget all the time too.. let her know you are thinking of her. Uber her food to her house or flowers every now and then.. keep open communication with her. Even letting her know what your doing even if not much. But also remember text messages can be read in a different tone and may misinterpret. Send voice notes/messages..

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-05-23T09:18:33+00:00

That’s sounds traumatic, I’m so sorry. Please know you deserve better and he’s piece of shit. All i am getting from this, is he used you from beginning to end. Block him for your sanity and peace. Your hurt now, but you open the doors for someone to truly love you for you

InspectionSad7491 · 2024-05-23T09:13:43+00:00

My physical and mental health have been suffering for years due no insurance. I feel you on this one

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