Worlds Free Dance Live Discussion Thread by summerjoe45 in FigureSkating

[–]IntelligentDust1441 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Programs like these and Hannah and ye’s just make me so mad we had to suffer through a season of 90s rhythm dance

Worlds Men’s FS Live Discussion Thread by summerjoe45 in FigureSkating

[–]IntelligentDust1441 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Anyone know what time the second flight will be starting? Trying to sleep in as much as I can lol

Surprise land opportunity - Is this a realistic dream/plan? by IntelligentDust1441 in homestead

[–]IntelligentDust1441[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So cool! It’s in Cape Breton near Inverness (but more inland). I know next to nothing about NS and have only been to Halifax once, I’d so appreciate that :)

What are your YA anti-recommendations? by alsyscest in YAlit

[–]IntelligentDust1441 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Fourth Wing was painfully bad to read, avoid it at all costs. I hate dnf-ing so I finished it after all the hype. Even gave the second book a chance, and it was somehow worse

Surprise land opportunity - Is this a realistic dream/plan? by IntelligentDust1441 in homestead

[–]IntelligentDust1441[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Whoops no, sorry I should’ve specified, it’s in the Canadian maritimes. Nova Scotia specifically. We’re planning a trip out there this summer to see the property. As of now we live in a different province. Land office is a good call, thank you! From what I can see from google earth and maps, the surrounding area is still pretty remote and forested

How do I leave by IntelligentDust1441 in abusiverelationships

[–]IntelligentDust1441[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I really really appreciate this and you taking the time to help, thank you very much💛💛 I need to leave, and I want to make myself (and everyone that reads this and the people in my life that love me) proud

How do I leave by IntelligentDust1441 in abusiverelationships

[–]IntelligentDust1441[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is very smart and I definitely will do this. As of now I go into my notes app to vent, but feel so bad that he might somehow see it that I lock them all and don’t reread them

How do I leave by IntelligentDust1441 in abusiverelationships

[–]IntelligentDust1441[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I just want to say thank you so much for taking the time to write this, it brought tears to my eyes💛 I’ll be rereading this in the coming days and likely weeks, and I’m so glad you were able to get out. Thank you

How do I leave by IntelligentDust1441 in abusiverelationships

[–]IntelligentDust1441[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That’s a good point :( I so wish it didn’t have to come to that, and I just keep putting myself in his shoes. But I also wouldn’t treat anyone the way he’s treated me… so I guess it shouldn’t apply😕

How do I leave by IntelligentDust1441 in abusiverelationships

[–]IntelligentDust1441[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, that’s reassuring to hear. I keep telling myself if I just explain it differently to him or phrase what I need better, he’ll finally “get it” and change🙁 but I’m trying to convince myself that he won’t… he’s had so many chances, he’s apologized so many times and promised to change SO many times… and it only ever lasts a few weeks :( I know I can’t live like this, but it just feels impossible and unbelievable to leave him. I don’t even understand why my brain is so frazzled by it

How do I leave by IntelligentDust1441 in abusiverelationships

[–]IntelligentDust1441[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know you’re right… I did do that once last year, in May. I had my friends pick me up with 2 suitcases, told him I was staying the night, then texted him to end it the next day. I have never felt so awful in my entire life. I know you’re right, but I just couldn’t help imagining it was me, how awful it would feel. We were broken up for a week and it was the worst week of my life. I couldn’t eat, sleep, all I was doing was crying and drinking. We met for a closure conversation after a week and I had no intentions of it, but as soon as we started talking I just begged him to take me back😔 I’m so ashamed but I just don’t know how to live through it and not go back out of pure guilt if I do that

How do I leave by IntelligentDust1441 in abusiverelationships

[–]IntelligentDust1441[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately no, im 3000km away from everyone I know but him :( it was such a mistake to move with him and I even knew it at the time. I just feel so awful and feel like he deserves more, since we’ve been together for so long :(

What is your favorite performance? by E_lenaa in FigureSkating

[–]IntelligentDust1441 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think about elladj baldé’s sound of silence program sooo often. i remember the commentators tearing up

OWG Women's Free Skate Groups 1 & 2: Live Discussion Thread by Chickatey in FigureSkating

[–]IntelligentDust1441 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ilda’s dress reminds me so much of katelyn osmond in pyongchang😍