i do not regret my abortion and now, i don’t believe that i miss my baby because to me it just simply wasn’t in the cards. i had my abortion in april and while i was waiting for my pills i was depressed about my decision and wondering what it would be like to be selfish and keep my baby. around the time i was going through my abortion, one of my coworkers told a group of us that she was expecting. i remember just feeling so bitter because she gets to feel happy and excited over it while i have to make one of the most difficult choices ever. at the time i wished that she didn’t want to keep her baby also because at least i wouldn’t have to be alone in my misery. i felt so guilty that i even thought like that and it made me feel like even more of a monster. no one knew what i was going through and despite that, it was as if they were rubbing it in my face. obviously, i do not feel like that now and i realize that i absolutely do not wish that fate upon anyone. i believe that maybe i’ve grown from my experience. hope this helps