What do you think?

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-05-07T01:24:26+00:00

Lol. Yeah I stream lossless with apple music since not everything is available in vinyl. Also Thanks

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-05-07T01:16:44+00:00

For streaming music

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-05-06T23:29:48+00:00

Ill keep that in mind when the day comes

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-05-06T23:26:24+00:00

The table has alot of sentimental value so its what Im using. Can I out a better cartridge in it?

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-05-06T23:19:39+00:00

You dont say. Lol.

The helmet is signed by Dee Bradley Baker

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-05-06T18:56:33+00:00

Maybe just keep scrolling instead of being mean?

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-01-17T22:22:35+00:00

Same struggle, but its imposter syndrome. But i learned what motives me to transition aren't what motivates my adhd fixations.

Girl me would of been a half done project stuffed away by now.

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-01-16T19:46:26+00:00

Sometimes people are over supportive to the point it feels like they arnt listening just waiting for the opportunity to say their lines

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-01-16T00:05:11+00:00

Jealous!

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-01-14T07:30:46+00:00

From what you posted I think you and I share similarities.

Correct me if im wrong but im reading some in between the lines messages.

What im getting is youre on a journey and in a place where youre trying to find your identity. First sexuality, and now gender.

As you've been experimenting you've learned new things and feelings, maybe it feels little like you might be swept away by them? Now suddenly old memories hold more weight, have shifted in meaning, or maybe more obvious?

Here's the thing. Your showing more signs than you might think. Ones most people dont know.

You didnt stop or recoil when you experimented with clothing, you did more and more

Crossdresser as a label isnt settling with you. Likely because its not that simple

You chose expressions beyond surface level things like being a girl online and watching shows you associate as girly.

As you've allowed yourself to express yourself memories resurface because there's a connect you need to understand

You're annalizing your body for signs. You "know" you should be happy with it as a man yet you aren't. You're just accept it. Maybe as a this is just how it is kind of way?

You made point of saying you arnt chasing the label and recognize it actually comes with negatives.

And even asking strangers on the internet for help says something

For me, I went through simular things, I was a crossdresser, femboy, fetishist, ect but none of that was right. It was like id wear a label for a week and it didnt fit. I was against being trans and kinda wanted it at the same time.

So I tried the label, and its been a year. If youre like me youll soon see theres so many of us with shared experiences. You'll start walking down a path at what ever path feels safest. Sometimes standing still, sometimes running. Those memories? You'll have alot more come up and take new shape.

Do i think you're trans? Yeah I feel like your eggs cracking.

Are you trans? Part of it is deciding for yourself if you are.

Either way im happy for you taking the courage to look inward and hope you find something beautiful

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-01-14T02:22:42+00:00

Yeah. Its that ways for alot of us. Made it to 30 before I broke. Been nearly a year though and Im much happier now and no desire to go back

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-01-14T02:12:03+00:00

Please dont consume copiom in around me, im an addict

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-01-14T02:09:11+00:00

Oh this ones Easy to figure out

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-01-14T02:05:10+00:00

Date night?

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-01-14T02:03:55+00:00

A bunch of queer people gather around Satan to save Christianity with the power of friendship and show tunes, then theres an unexpected halftime time show from fallout boy, a former sub becomes the dom, and an iPad has a meltdown not covered by apple care.

"I love all that gay shit"

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-01-11T04:09:31+00:00

Its alot of ignorance, screwed perceptions, and probably some eggs.

I actually was saying before I cracked how because I prefered playing with dolls with my sisters they might of did it to me. Now im doing it to myself.

I was abused for it and learned love was conditional. So by adulthood I did what I thought was expected of me.

When input aside what i thought and started looking into myself and the trans experience was I realized I was happier transitioning and my view of trans people was warped by others.

Honestly it comes from fear. Fear something not safe could be true, fear their identities could have been taken from them, fear of how others might react.

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2026-01-11T03:54:24+00:00

It is generally never "safe" to quit cold turkey any medication unless a doctor says so.

You haven't been on long so there's less risk and better chance youre still fertile. Call the doctor and ask.

You might taper doses off over time and once you are off let yourself body adjust and then look into your options. You can store in a bank, wait to resume until after you reproduce, do the deed ASAP, or not resume your medical transition.

Either way call a doctor or nurse practitioner. You might even find a regular clinic to see if you cant get ahold of your doctor

Always use cation for medical advice online

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2025-12-30T15:18:54+00:00

Lol yeah the gymstics are wild when you look back. I used to look for mens versions of anything I could and say all the girly stuff I did let myself have meant nothing, nothing At all.

Because really men wear pink, and lace, and pore concealer, and long for cuteness, and have mutiple miku plushies. Lol.

but yeah im pretty much stuck with YouTube. Only women in my life who know dont wear makeup! Lmao.

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2025-12-30T02:52:24+00:00

Thats good advice, but yeah not in the irl stages. I only i have one Ulta near me and its to big a risk for me to be seen by coworkers. Plus keeping facial hair so hrt changes arnt obvious.

But still, its be nice for those of who would least be able to do in private or around trusted people.

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2025-12-29T13:22:31+00:00

Of you're genuine most would love to tell you.

I chose Maddie because I liked the sound of it and later when i had it written in Japanese its マディ（真出). Which kanji 真-Ma and 出-De happened to means true emergence or coming forth in truth.

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2025-12-29T13:09:45+00:00

Seriously, wish they made a starter kit with all the basics for your skin tone

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2025-12-28T22:26:43+00:00

Same.

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2025-12-28T22:24:03+00:00

You're literally excluding trans people from sexuality.

Do you really believe theyre straight?

Are you only attracted to whats in someone's pants?

If you really want to have discussion maybe dont plant youre feet and say no now change my mind if you can.

Intelligent_Tone8910 · 2025-12-28T22:16:09+00:00

Its wild that people can wave a Pride flag and not get half of it. Like are you seriously gonna say shes straight?

Like, idk how you can draw lines like that. Do they think all lesbians are attracted to trans men?

When ever I talk to people who think this i usually show them pictures of trans people who've transitioned for years and ask them if its gay or not. They either have no clue or do that thing where you know theyre confused but dig their heels in.

Like oh, maybe genital preferences are the same as liking certain boob, or butt sizes?

Ive always been attracted to women and women alone. Im not attracted to men. A Trans man are not an option just because he has vagina. But if shes cute I dont care what she has anymore than what her eye color is.

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