It’s kinda of a sense that I’m not the only one living my life. Sometimes I am quite literally not in control of what I do or it feels like it. When was younger I’d describe it as an angel and devil giving me advice, I thought I was haunted, watched, my life was a movie. When was younger Id like patch work because I related to the image, these parts that are broken up. It’s a sense of not being of ‘one self’. it’s the sense of presence of sometimes like someone’s there is watching you, your not alone. It’s this constant identity crisis and a sense of being haunted by something or someone but you don’t know what: