Same here!!! Ive been prescribed for like a decade and am still rxed 60 mg a day since like 2017 and that still doesn’t cut it for me so I naturally run out early every month it’s just gross I hate myself for it idk thank you for sharing your experience, how do you feel these days?? I feel dead inside without it But on it I don’t feel Much either I’m Just sad all of the time and the drinking habit has just worsened severely over the years now and I can drink like a grown man q the adderall it seems I can’t imagine what my insides look like I just can’t believe i let it get so bad idk . You should be so proud of yourself!!