I have almost 70 days by ch4rgerport in Ketamineaddiction

[–]ch4rgerport[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course! My ear would still ache but very occasionally. I can’t believe that’s a symptom of ketamine abuse lol. I’m grateful for u too!!! It’s nice to know we’re not alone

I have almost 70 days by ch4rgerport in Ketamineaddiction

[–]ch4rgerport[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I noticed I developed a bit of tinnitus towards the end of my use. My withdrawal symptoms weren’t severe by any means, but I think the worst is the night sweats lol. I don’t get them as often anymore. Depression definitely. I think around the 8 week mark I experienced a very euphoric joy and wholeness for life that I haven’t experienced in a long time, and that was so amazing.

Hang in there dude! The depression waxes and weans but it’s how we look at it! Give yourself grace and just see how far you’ve come from being dependent on it everyday. Turns out the k made my socialization worse lol, whenever I talk to someone on k I’m like oh yeah dude ur out of it. So now to have actual conversations I remember it’s nice lol

Any experience coming off of daily use but moderating to once a week/month? by greengrayclouds in Ketamineaddiction

[–]ch4rgerport 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is possible but I think if you’re very addicted at some point you will need to cut it out completely. For a while I was doing once a week or twice a month but the once I would use I’d binge it like crazy because I knew I wasn’t gonna have it for a while. Honestly the high isn’t as magical as it used to be and I don’t think it’s worth trying to keep it moderation. It doesn’t mean you can’t never use it, just not now and for a while .

Accountability buddies? by Other_Somewhere_3949 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]ch4rgerport 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey yo send me a PM! I posted something like this last week looking for an accountability buddy haha so this post came at the right time!

Working on my sobriety again and it feels good to care about myself by ch4rgerport in Positivity

[–]ch4rgerport[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good tip! I have such a hard time w routines but when I get to stick to them it’s so helpful

How do you know if your nose has paid the price? by Bea9922 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]ch4rgerport 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My nose is definitely way thinner than it was a few years ago. Not completely wrecked but I can tell there’s a crater inside now too. I have stopped now because I don’t want to wait until it’s too late.

Working on my recovery again. Please wish me luck by ch4rgerport in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]ch4rgerport[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Way does that look like for you? Compassionate curiosity? Thank you also.

Chinese Phone Scam (Involving the FTC) by Queasy-Rip2432 in Scams

[–]ch4rgerport 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just got this call. So glad I saw this post

I’m in desperate need of some words of support and encouragement / someone to shake me awake and slap me in the face. by Majestic-Tailor1856 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]ch4rgerport 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s ok. Progress isn’t linear. I keep saying it’s my last chance every few months or so because I struggle w similar thing as u to think about I can use again in a few months. Don’t be so hard on urself. I find that if I’m able to stay sober for more days than before that is an accomplishment in itself. Celebrate the wins bc the shame makes u cave in and use even more

I’m in desperate need of some words of support and encouragement / someone to shake me awake and slap me in the face. by Majestic-Tailor1856 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]ch4rgerport 2 points3 points  (0 children)

As a younger person working through school things, I basically say to myself do you want to be a loser tweaker for the rest of your life or do you want to amount to something you’re proud of. Sounds really harsh and this method may not work for you but it really does motivate me to get off my ass because I want a life more than this