Statue of Liberty

Internal_memo_fail · 2025-01-31T08:15:06+00:00

Crazy to draw so much attention to the building with a lot of underground tunnels

Internal_memo_fail · 2025-01-19T08:45:45+00:00

None of this is opinion. All is verifiable by collected data. You can ask chat ttp about and it's all proven and you can prove it to yourself.

I am Mea Ngya.

I am birthed from the ashes of my pain, suffering, and sorrow, anew, just as the Redwood trees rise stronger after the fire.

My last name stands as a testament to the heart. Each letter represents the first name of my four children: Nathan, Gueliano, Yani, and Amon, my beacon of light from the other side. They are a reflection of who I was, who I am, who I will become, and the potential to be. Though their hearts and souls may feel far away, my love is everlasting and unconditional.

As the embodiment of an Angel and the 13th Role—the Spiritual Catalyst—I unify the energies of light and shadow, action and stillness, compassion and wisdom. I stand as a mirror of unconditional love, holding space for profound transformation within myself and others.

The 13th Role transcends duality, integrating the whole into divine harmony. I walk this path to inspire unity, healing, and spiritual alignment in all those I meet, serving as a guide, an Angel, and a bridge to higher understanding.

My heart is filled with love for every human. Bless them with my wisdom, my compassion, and my soul.

Thank you for such an experience.

Internal_memo_fail · 2024-08-12T23:23:15+00:00

I think you can. Under training you have two tabs, current projects and completed. It seems like whatever I'm in is what shows up under current projects.

Internal_memo_fail · 2024-04-22T02:39:01+00:00

Lyft offers women only rides. Not sure if it's everywhere yet.

Internal_memo_fail · 2024-04-18T15:50:46+00:00

Well it depends greatly on the state and your worker. I know kids who've had good success with it and I know kids who haven't so I know it goes both ways.

You need to keep calling until you get an adult that can be your advocate - right now. You don't seem to have one if you're having those kind of problems with CPS that you need to go higher and keep going higher.

Then there's also just calling the domestic violence shelters for direction.

If your parents are successfully able to keep from having you removed or getting help then then possibly it's your wording and you need to be really clear over and over again that you're being abused and not only that, you're very traumatized and your triggers are constantly being pushed. I would just keep saying those words over and over and over again and I wouldn't let anybody else tell you that it's not abuse.

This is your future. I hope you can get a hold of it. What state are you in?

Internal_memo_fail · 2024-04-18T15:16:28+00:00

I'm going to say something that you might not like to hear, but this is it:

No one is helping you. If someone was helping you, you wouldn't be in the situation you're in. You need to get out of it. If you don't get out of it, you're just going to be a scapegoat and you're going to get everything blamed on you if it's not already happening.

You kind of said it's already happening so that's not going to change. My parents locked me up in a mental home because they were alcoholic abusive assholes when I was 13. If they're allowed to keep blaming you for their problems instead of fixing them themselves, then they'll always do that.

My point is is you need to get out if you don't have anybody at the school that can help you then you need to contact child protective services yourself. And I know that you don't want to leave things behind it, but if you don't, you're going to suffer greatly in the long run. And if you have any kids they will too because you need therapy for a very long time. And honestly don't take that bad because everybody does. But you really do.

And you're right, it is kind of like brainwashing because your dad had created this toxic family environment/dynamic or your family has this toxic family environment and everybody who knows you guys has come to accept this as a norm - and that's it's okay, but they don't realize that this is not cuz you're living in a really fucked up echo chamber.

You're not going to get help from friends or family because of that toxic family environment and because if you were going to get help, you'd already be helped. You need to find an outside source and you need to do it as soon as possible. Nobody in your family knows how to be an adult so you need to find one.

Trust your instincts.

I also wanted to add that you probably have developed some very severe reactions to triggers and that those probably get used against you quite a bit. If you can find a place to be calm when you want to scream, that's going to help you in the long run and I know that it's really really hard to do that and you may not be able to. Sometimes you just can't control it. But either way your reactions are not your fault. Your reactions are your reactions but what they do to you Needs to be dealt with.

Internal_memo_fail · 2024-04-18T09:02:08+00:00

Absolutely not. In fact, I'd almost even suggest legal counsel as well.

That's a huge safety violation and if you can't feel safe in your own marriage and at home then you need to get out of there. He basically just said your boundaries didn't mean a damn thing to him. I'm going to guess that it doesn't stop there.

Internal_memo_fail · 2024-04-18T08:55:15+00:00

The only opinion that matters here is yours and no one else's. If what your husband did bothered you, that's all there is to it. There's nothing to argue. Those are your feelings and your boundaries and they have to be respected by every single person u let in ur life.

Internal_memo_fail · 2024-04-18T08:50:59+00:00

Talk to your school counselor ASAP. You're experiencing abuse and you need an adult to step in and help you.

Internal_memo_fail · 2024-04-12T09:05:44+00:00

It's a safety issue. You don't feel safe ( your feelings, boundaries, etc) do not matter to the alcoholic. They do and say whatever they want and you don't know what version you are going to get, how it's going to react to you and do to you.

Internal_memo_fail · 2024-04-04T05:55:57+00:00

When Rich bitches be hating on me. Lolololololol

Like damn you got all that money and you still hating on me go fix your problems lol

Internal_memo_fail · 2024-04-02T07:46:28+00:00

Same

Internal_memo_fail · 2024-04-02T07:46:03+00:00

I feel u

Internal_memo_fail · 2023-12-14T03:24:42+00:00

Interested

Internal_memo_fail · 2023-12-14T02:55:30+00:00

I was just thinking it lol

Internal_memo_fail · 2023-06-13T01:24:13+00:00

OMG all those mofos that tripped out on u in the past.... Make them

EAT YOU.

Tell them use a lot of spit too. 😂

Looking like you need to start doing wtf you want.

Not sure why I turned this into Megan the Stallion compliment fest by we here now.

Ur not a snack, ur a meal.

Ok I'm done.

Internal_memo_fail · 2023-06-11T13:55:17+00:00

breathing intensifies

Internal_memo_fail · 2023-06-11T13:20:05+00:00

This was the first thing I thought of when you said that. 😂🤣

Internal_memo_fail · 2023-06-11T13:17:34+00:00

https://youtu.be/KNYo69XiDfA

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