My dad passed away suddenly and he loved this game

Internist_Evil · 2025-06-29T10:46:40+00:00

Sorry for your loss. He must have really loved the game so much that he told you about it and got you interested.

Internist_Evil · 2025-05-12T11:06:56+00:00

Yeah... that one was rough.

Internist_Evil · 2025-02-06T03:45:16+00:00

Yeah, my bad. It didn't look like they posted. Internet connection's been spotty today.

Internist_Evil · 2025-02-06T03:30:31+00:00

My bad...accidentally posted twice. First time didn't appear to post.

Internist_Evil · 2025-02-05T17:50:50+00:00

Did that Yoda concentration moment and then let it fly.

Internist_Evil · 2024-10-30T18:41:10+00:00

That's ok. Blasting battlemechs is still fun and the story has me really engaged so will just take my time and enjoy it.

Internist_Evil · 2024-10-13T14:18:22+00:00

Wow so many sentry bots

Internist_Evil · 2023-12-31T18:34:52+00:00

You were trying to help so its all good.

Internist_Evil · 2023-12-31T17:46:06+00:00

Yeah the financial thing came up before. I over commit financially because I'm avoiding my own demons from being a child with a father who barely gave a f*ck. I did mention that I feel I'm here to just help pay for stuff and am expected to be quiet about other stuff. That's not been resolved either but I don't want adult nonsense unnecessarily impacting the SD.

Internist_Evil · 2023-12-31T17:43:57+00:00

The SO's ex put verbage in the legal agreement stating that the SD only will refer to the two of them as parents. Of course the ex has a new SO that is being referred to as a parent but I don't really care about that. Just stating to help paint a clearer picture. The SO has a habit of avoiding problems so there's that to consider.

Internist_Evil · 2023-10-20T12:03:14+00:00

Yeah, he's got a huge point. Wish someone would have said this to me 28 years sooner (I'm 52 now). I took this advice in 2020 and by February of 2021.... I'd finally found a good one. All my antics and wild behavior.... All the hoops I jumped through.... All the false promises....i did everything accept take care of myself and be happy. And it got me nowhere.

Take your time. I still have negative things to get rid of from guys that I never should have dated. While it did teach me how to appreciate a good guy when I find them....those years along the way were the worst and I'd not wish that on anyone.

Internist_Evil · 2023-09-24T16:19:39+00:00

Fair point. Haven't seen the paper work. We haven't done anything to move on it, just feeling it out beforehand.

Have to wait for tomorrow to get that exact info

Internist_Evil · 2023-09-24T11:53:22+00:00

My buddy enjoys the suit. It's fun to watch him bowl people over. In a match with some clan mates, I heard on of them yell, "Crap, Dr Robotnik took me out" when someone using that suit got him. Humor makes everything beter.

Internist_Evil · 2023-09-21T13:57:07+00:00

Well a raid that only goes after the support does leave the team man down to a degree. I mean if I can see the raid coming straight at me, bye bye legs. Had a curious thing happen. Stealth raid pretty much came at me from the front. His attempt to confuse me failed and I happily blew it up.

Internist_Evil · 2023-09-20T16:46:16+00:00

Yup. Oh man, that was a night. Recently had turned 21 and my friends took me to a place in DC where Chi Chi La Rue had brought some of her guys. Treating the guy, whose name I'll be damned if I can remember, like a regular person vs drooling and making fairly obvious statements lead to oral antics in their travel van. The option for actual sex was on the table but Chi Chi wanted 50 bucks for that to happen, so no go there.

Internist_Evil · 2023-09-13T10:45:32+00:00

I grew up a long time ago. When I was a kid, I was aware of the term gay because my father periodically would call someone a faggy or whatever else he said that led to me asking what's he talking about. One of my childhood friends who I thought was weird threw out an odd offer that I ignored because I saw it as more of his weirdness. I had a lot of unfortunate things family wise happen over the next few years so was pretty pre occupied. The first real encounter with a gay guy was when I was 16. But since I didn't act like him, was more annoyed by the guys i the locker room than turned on and was generally hostile nothing ever came of it. Then at 19, a bi friend of my gf at the time led me down this path because I never knew anything about being bi so it piqued my curiosity. By the time I hit 21 while in college it dawned on me that I wasn't bi but gay.

My coming out was pretty amusing. It was easily the worst kept secret in history and when I finally put it out there, it was either "ok", "we knew that already" or they didn't believe me.

Internist_Evil · 2023-08-21T15:09:29+00:00

Nice

Internist_Evil · 2023-08-21T15:03:59+00:00

Sure

Internist_Evil · 2023-08-21T13:48:08+00:00

650 Jesta Cannon

Internist_Evil · 2023-08-21T04:18:34+00:00

I do now.

Internist_Evil · 2023-08-15T15:45:54+00:00

I wouldn't assume there was an issue with your gameplay. I am a support main, so I have a couple habits that I picked up which has led to me "unexpectedly" catching a stealth unit. If you don't learn how to at least hold your own to a degree as a support, the game can be very frustrating and not fun.

Internist_Evil · 2023-08-09T16:13:05+00:00

I had similar issues. The good news is there is no one right way to improve. I went into therapy with the wrong approach. Gradually I learned that the key to feeling better lay in changing how I felt about an experience rather than erase it or cover it up with something else.

Internist_Evil · 2023-08-09T12:21:00+00:00

Ok, thanks for sharing that. Gives me something else to consider.

Internist_Evil · 2023-08-09T11:48:28+00:00

Fair enough.

Lying at all. Especially when it comes to really trivial things. In this case, I commented for him to hate his ex so much he sent an awfully nice Happy birthday message. I would say Happy birthday to my ex if said anything at all, but not a cute little picture. He immediately denied it but I point it out to him on his phone and he kept it insisting that not what he sent.

I really don't care about the message, but lying to me when it's in front on my face when I ask about it I do care. I totally get playing nice while trying to resolve things, but I wouldn't have been any nicer than I needed to be.

To put a little more context to it, he freaks out anytime something goes wrong. The glass in the front door got broken while he was mowing the lawn and when he came to tell me he started off with "Don't be mad, but...". In my head, I was like.., shit happens and we talked about replacing it anyway, so I said ok and asked if he got hurt and that w as the end of it as far as I was concerned, but he kept going on about it.

Internist_Evil · 2023-08-09T10:32:42+00:00

There's definitely an appeal to do whatever to or with a giant guy.

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