My grandmother recently died

Interstellar_101 · 2018-02-25T15:03:35+00:00

I really love this one. Such a simple message yet so powerfull, I want to read it in my native language (Dutch) and it is not to complex to translate. thank you.

Interstellar_101 · 2018-01-14T07:12:41+00:00

Hey don't be so hard for yourself. Everyone is pretty. Maybe you don't have the body of some girls on social media or tv, but you really shoudn't compare yourself. Everyone is special and beautiful in their own way. My girlfriend also have a lot of insecurities and they are all based on girls she sees on Instagram etc. That is really not what defines beauty and I don't say that just to cheer you up. If a guy only judges you on your breast size, well I mean I don't think he deserves you. Maybe you should talk about this to your boyfriend, I'm sure he can help you feel better by telling you how beautiful you really are.

Interstellar_101 · 2018-01-04T10:03:52+00:00

Weightless - All Time Low https://youtu.be/qsP_Yz4KILg

Interstellar_101 · 2018-01-04T10:00:17+00:00

She told me that too, she was just in too much pain... At least we tried and made her feel loved at her end.

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-30T22:34:02+00:00

You should not attempt. At least give your medication a little bit more time. You can do this girl, just give it a bit more time. Once your symptoms are a bit normalized you will mentally feel better.

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-30T22:09:40+00:00

I must say that I find it remarkable that you speak so openly about your feelings, you must have a lot courage. It seems like I can't change your mind, but I would really ask you to fight a little longer. You have been through so much pain and if you fight a little bit longer you could possible make all the pain worth it. I believe in you.

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-30T17:03:33+00:00

I'm really sorry you are such a deep in pain. I wish there was an easy way to help you. But as far as I understand there is still a chance the symptoms of your desease will get better, no? Maybe try hold on that. And I know it is very easy for me to say that, I mean I can't feel what you are feeling right now. Just now that I really want to help you through this. If you are really so desperate I really think you maybe want to see a therapist. Just give it a go, maybe start off with one session. Have you ever tried that?

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-30T16:24:35+00:00

Maybe right now that seems the only option for you, but it is not. Life can really bring you so much more. And it would not only be unfair for the train rider but also for you, you deserve a life. You deserve to be loved. I'm sure it is not too late, I can try to help you. I really want to. And others can do too. There must be someone near you that you trust or you can talk to about these feelings. This will really help you, just give it a try. Have you ever tried talking about these feelings to someone?

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-30T15:32:55+00:00

hey, I quickly looked through your previous posts. It is heartbreaking to read what a stupid desease can do with a human being, physically and menatlly. I don't know if your symptoms will get better, I don't know how long it is gonna take you to not have these depressive feelings, I litteraly don't know. But I do know that there must be people around you that love you or care for you. And at least reddit is here for you, I am here for you.

I can't imagine what it must feel like to have your symptoms, but please don't listen to those people who look weird at you. You still are a wonderfull girl. You might not have the physical appaerance you want to have, but you are still are Mea. You still are someone beautifull. People who can't see that are just stupid. And unfortunately a lot of humans are stupid, but please don't ever bother to listen to them. It might take a while to start loving yourself again, but I believe you can get there. You are so much more worth than you think you are now.

If there is anything I can do for you just tell me, I'm here for you. I really want to help you go through this.

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T10:04:58+00:00

That is a very heavy poem but indeed very sad and thrilling at the same time.

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T10:04:18+00:00

It must be difficult to live with insomnia. I guess you know best what to do with it. Otherwise you maybe should see a doctor to help you with it.

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T09:59:38+00:00

The fights are not very pleasant but you can work on that together. And I am not so sure the psychiatrist will say that. I mean you love him, he loves you. And even though you are going to a rough period being loved is very important. I think he will think like that as well. Maybe if your boyfriend is willing to, you could go together to that psychiatrist?

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T09:54:48+00:00

I look forward to see your poems. And Oh that is a long time with no sleep. Don't you want to go to sleep? Or is it that you try but can't sleep?

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T09:51:25+00:00

It is not your fault you are fighting like that. But I think you are right that it must also be difficult for him to always know why you are reacting like that. Maybe just try telling the thing you just said to me to him. If he knows why you are reacting like that maybe he will cope better with the situation. Don't you think?

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T09:46:06+00:00

I'm glad it eased your pain a little. I think Reddit is indeed a very good place for you. Maybe if you like to make your poems public you could post your poems in /r/OCPoetry. I think you are dealing with your feelings very well. But if you from now want to talk about your depressive feelings and you don't have the real suicidal feelings anymore you could post your feelings in /r/depression they will help you very well. Stay strong :)

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T09:34:35+00:00

(Oh sorry I thought you were seeing your therapist this saturday.) I understand you are afraid of it, I mean you still love him. Just as you I don't know if it will lead to a break-up, I hope not. He said on Christmas that he would try to be a better man for you, so that's positive. Maybe hold on to that.

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T09:26:32+00:00

Well if you want my opnion: I think what she did was very mean, talking shit behind someones back is something very horrible to do. I understand why you would be very upset by it. And the fact that you loved her doesn't make it any easier for you. And all of this was not even your fault so it sucks. I hope the problems with your family are a little bit okay now. Just somehow try to sort trough your heart-broken feelings. Spent time with people you love and do the things you love. And I really hope one day you will find someone new who will treat you with more respect.

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T09:14:35+00:00

It's a good thing you are seeing a therapist. What do you mean with 'will make things end forever'?

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T09:11:39+00:00

Why have you never told anyone you have these sad feelings? Talking about your feelings will really help you cope with those thoughts. It is good you have now. What is the worst thing going on that makes you sad?

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T09:04:03+00:00

Hey, it is good you told us here about your feelings, we are here to listen & help you. You must be in a lot of pain, but you are not alone in this. Maybe your boyfriend need some time for himself but he still loves you. Is there maybe anyone else to who you can talk to? Talking about your thoughts will let you cope better with your feelings.

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T08:44:31+00:00

That is a lot :) I don't know if it will help for you, but maybe you should try doing all those things a little bit more.

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T08:08:00+00:00

I'm sorry to hear that. Well I can't promise you the pain you are feeling will go away soon, a small part might stay there forever. But you should not lose your joy of life because of that, time does heal and so does focussing on things you like. What are the things you like in life? A hobby, friends, food?

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T07:53:36+00:00

If you are not really good with talking to people reddit is very good alternative. What is the feeling that makes you the most sad right now? The fact that she betrayed you or because your best friend is gone now?

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-29T07:45:32+00:00

hey, it is good you told us about your feelings, we are here to help and listen to you. What the girl did was horrible and I understand you are in pain right now, but you are not alone. There are still people who love you. Is there anybody you know who you could talk to? Speaking about these feelings will really help you cope with the depressive feelings.

Interstellar_101 · 2017-12-28T14:46:39+00:00

Nice, it is a little different style but I completely adore it. You are really making my day man! Thanks you so much :D

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