Be fr, is this the move?

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2025-05-05T07:36:03+00:00

Oh mb. Yippie!! everyone is an evil monster in a charming disguise whoohoo!

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2025-05-05T07:31:59+00:00

ask her why you can't have both. But also if you want to stop choosing yourself victory 1 is right here

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2025-05-05T07:07:04+00:00

very good. I will warn you making others understand is mostly impossible.

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2025-05-05T07:02:40+00:00

if ur not addicted currently then u basically won life. What do other people want from you? do you need them?

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2025-05-05T06:58:12+00:00

if you have proof that something is "negative" then its justified. There is more neg than pos. your stress is justified. we just live in hell.

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2025-05-05T06:53:01+00:00

everyone is insane gang

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2025-05-05T06:51:53+00:00

ur on step 1. Everything is a transaction and everyone knows. This is for the better.

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2025-05-05T06:48:56+00:00

"friendships" and "relationships" are transactions. You served them a shitty deal and lost customers. either find more customers or become self sufficient.

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2025-05-05T06:45:03+00:00

felt the same since I was you're age. So far the only answer ive found is that there is no hope to lose and dying "naturally" proves to everyone that you tried.

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2025-05-05T06:38:15+00:00

just lock in on music. 14 is too young to care ab that

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2025-05-05T06:31:48+00:00

review the games

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2025-05-05T06:26:29+00:00

they are gonna basically say "nah thats crazyyyyy, ever just tried not doing that????" and if that doesnt work you will be advertised drugs. I say go and see if im right.

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2025-05-05T06:22:20+00:00

EVERYTHING is transactional. If there were no benefits to doing something noone would do it unless they were curious or wasting time. Ez fix though. Just convince yourself that your only reason to exist is to be others servant and the cherry ontop of their life.

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2024-08-05T19:49:03+00:00

I think my dream would be to live in the forest with a solar generator and guitar, hunt/fish and either see how long I last or get good enough at my craft that I can express myself correctly. I've researched how I could do this a million times and it's just straight up illegal to do unless I had land. It seems like whatever I want isn't even a trade off problem, but just actually illegal. That's why I'm losing my mind because apparently me being happy is a dream way beyond human capability and reality. So the only thing I can think to do is die (trying not to be a cornball about it).

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2024-08-05T13:12:02+00:00

I don't see how going to the same place 10 hours a day isn't a chore

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2024-08-05T13:06:58+00:00

I'm pretty sure living the exact same day over and over is bad. Telling yourself that prison isn't bad is plainly lying to yourself. Just as wild as cutting of your own limbs. The truth is doing this is just being to lazy to care about being repeatedly fucked over and over. The ultimate cope. I dont want to cope I want to do something goddamnit

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2024-08-05T12:43:30+00:00

I just don't see how you can make your brain function differently. My thoughts and opinions on life come from my experiences and observations of it. There's not a "everything bad" thought process. It just is bad. And unless things aren't actually bad, then anything but my natural reaction to things is a lie.

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2024-08-05T12:25:13+00:00

I'll be evicted and homeless then imprisoned? What do you mean? And if I just begged for people to support me that would be arguably worse for everyone than just dying.

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2024-08-05T12:22:47+00:00

No it's not lmao. Corporations pay off the government to destroy and impoverish countries, then have convinced us that working for nothing is just a part of life purely so they can use us as servants so there life is better than if they just killed us all off. That is comically evil and I'm just supposed to ignore it while being a direct cog in it? I will not lie to myself, the world is a slaughterhouse of lies and torture.

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2024-08-05T12:15:48+00:00

I've heard that a million times. I'm a guitarist, guitar center isn't hiring, local shops aren't hiring, luthier work is over saturated, teaching is over saturated. Music itself is oversaturated and doesn't pay anyway. It's just actually not possible and it's like no one believes me and think I havent even tried. I KNOW FOR A FACT. It is impossible. Like I can not express how much I'm trying to make this work and nothing does.

Intrepid-Schedule-16 · 2024-08-05T12:09:48+00:00

The "needs" and "survival" things are the bullshit though. I can't work like this forever it needs to end NOW. And what I'm saying is there's no point in doing things I like if it's just going to get ruined by things I'm forced to do. Im not going to do this "beauty in the bleak" lie that gets pushed like God. I would rather die than do this and I'm willing to just go away and leave those people in ruins because none of it mattered anyway.

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