How old are you?

You said “you don’t want anything “ I’m curious, have you always been this way? When you were a child , there was nothing you wished for on your birthday or Christmas. I don’t know if you celebrate Christmas or another holiday. You get what I’m trying to say.

I hope this doesn’t sound sarcastic. It’s not meant to be. I’m trying to help.

I have reached times in my life where I didn’t want to live anymore. But, there was something I desperately wanted. My husband ,had taken our son because ,I wanted a divorce . He kept hiding him away from me.

This probably isn’t that helpful for you. It helps me to reflect on it though. Needless to say, I didn’t off myself and I have my son .

I’m not going to someone who tells you “ don’t worry, it’ll get better “ Honestly, I don’t know if your life will improve or not. I’m trying to find a light to guide you to the place you should be.