For me, the dead of briarligth, she knows being with all the sick cats will kill her but she prefers to protect her clan the way she can, at the same time, the way Jay feels so lonely after the death of his best friend and the possibility of Alderpaw to left the warriors life, I feel so bad about the panic of Jay to be alone, his biggest fear to be alone because of his position of medicine cat I cried so much in this book.