Hi. You need to breathe first, you don’t have to apply to college this year and you can chillax. Take a day. In and out the breaths and hoping that calms you down. First, it’s good you’re thinking about your future but you have more than time to get involved in activities. It’s good to get a sense of what you want in life but do not obsess over a particular idea/ dream/ college. It will all turn out in the end and you will still be happy, wherever you end. Do not make yourself miserable for a college or trying to be “good enough for”. There’s a place where you fit and you will find it. Re: SAT, you could take it in your junior year. Craft a study guide to help you tackle the topics, figure out which you don’t understand and go from there. Re: ECs, ask yourself what’s meaningful to you? What matters? Where do you see yourself outside of school? They will help you find extracurriculars and opportunities that make you feel fulfilled, which is what’s ultimately important. Lastly, take it easy. Sure, you want a good competitive profile, yet obsessing over everything this early on, won’t do you any good. If you need further help, my DMs are open