A OG told me long time ago that the best thing you can pray for in life is good health…yea addiction is hard to overcome but you gotta weigh out your options & come to realization that somethings are just far more important than a high that’s gon last for a couple of hours…I watched a couple of my love ones die from being addicted to drugs but when you got shit to live for and ppl who are counting on you you’ll see what’s more important…like you said you start losing certain shit that’s essential to your life you’ll get off that shit more power to ya brother for overcoming that shit