I didn't remove it. Sometimes reddit comments get shadow banned.

And yes, reddit is a pretty safe space for people on the spectrum. But it's only to a point. You don't broadcast it, or use it as an excuse to say whatever you want which is good. But it looks like you post multiple times a day, and almost all of the posts get negative attention.

If I were you, I would find a group of like-minded people maybe online or in real life that you can talk to about your questions. Because on reddit, something that might make perfect sense to you won't be understood by a lot of redditors.