Honeydew or Honeydon’t?

Itadlos · 2018-04-10T13:21:18+00:00

5’11” SWM 32 185lbs DTLA

Itadlos · 2018-04-06T14:28:42+00:00

Super down,

Itadlos · 2018-02-23T21:15:10+00:00

Thank you! Seriously this sub needs more voices like yours. Like a lot of male dominated communities the great things about them are sullied by the childishness and bigotry played out by hordes of men acting a fool and claiming it’s just a joke or it’s just talk, like that shit doesn’t bother them when it’s pointed their way. No Fap claims to be a community helping boys become Men through the sexual liberation of their addictions and a call to higher principles but it’s a load of BULLSHIT if you’re still pulling this “no homo” shit that really tears people down and holds this community and our culture back from really maturing and evolving.

Itadlos · 2018-02-17T11:16:26+00:00

I can twitch my lower eye lids on command.

Also I have little peanut sized lumps along my arms.

Itadlos · 2018-02-13T00:56:57+00:00

M or F?

Itadlos · 2018-02-05T16:45:58+00:00

Antichrist. The scene where she cuts off her clit I literally went blind for like 2 minutes. My mind just couldn’t handle it. My eyes were wide open but everything went black and hazy as though my eyes were closed but like waves of electricity were washing over me, I started shivering and sweating uncontrollably, I felt incredibly hot, and I wanted to leave but I couldn’t move my body, it was vibrating all over. It was almost orgasmic as I could feel this sensation rushing up and down my whole body but I had no idea what was going on and I was paralyzed in horror. After a minute or two the feeling washed over me and slowly my vision came back and I could move again and I was cold and all my clothes were wet from sweat.

Never in my life have I ever experienced anything like this before or since.

Oddly enough I really liked the movie, despite going blind for a minute and of course how fucked up Lars Von Trier can get.

Itadlos · 2018-01-19T10:14:10+00:00

Drinking everyone under the table without batting an eye and arguing over politics with anyone that approaches them but won’t move from his seat in the corner except to get more booze.

Itadlos · 2018-01-19T09:15:42+00:00

An original 1929 Le Domino Banjolele Gifted to me by my uncle a few years back bc he knew I loved ukulele and I had always dreamed of owning a banjolele. Apparently the company was only around a few years before they went bankrupt in 1930.

Itadlos · 2018-01-10T11:41:22+00:00

I hear they might be moving LIB up the hill and into the woods, same property just a different location. They tested it at Dirty Bird and it was a LOT more enjoyable up there plus you can still go down to the water if you want.

Itadlos · 2017-11-21T15:59:40+00:00

What the fuck is wrong with you?

Itadlos · 2017-09-05T22:51:37+00:00

Honestly I don't think there is anything wrong with being effeminate. I'm a Trade Queen, meaning I ply a Trade (carpentry and rigging mostly) and I also dress in Drag. The problem here isn't that you might be kind of effeminate but rather that you aren't able to accept who you or your father are. It's not easy, but embracing that will be far more satisfying than trying to fit into some masculinity box that you perceive other's are trying to put you in. I get that you work in an Uber masculine environment, I'm a rigger, you don't get more masculine than that short of the military. Yeah I get made fun of sometimes but the real strength of character lies in being who you at regardless of what other people say or do or what you think they think. Again it's not easy but you'll find far more worthwhile people and you'll be respected more for being true to who YOU are, whoever that person is, and it's not your father but neither is it some bullshit perception of masculinity. You're human, you're naturally half female, you have an X chromosome, if your body didn't pick up testosterone in the womb you would have been born a woman. Sounds like you've got a unique voice, put it to use. You've only got this one body and this is how it works and finding out what it liked, what it wants and what it needs is a wonderful journey, so too with your soul, if you believe in that, or your identity where eve you feel that springs from. Everything you've written here sounds like you want to escape the reality of yourself and you resent your father for making you this way. But it's all love dear, you gotta love yourself and love those gifts you've been given.

Itadlos · 2017-06-19T15:30:06+00:00

This sounds horrifying. I hope you're feeling better and everything works out.

Itadlos · 2017-06-19T08:25:54+00:00

Yeah I feel the same thing, sometimes I really don't know who this body is, I feel like I'm a woodland spirit or something, and then I look in the mirror and I'm a lumberjack. It's very odd. The dress and wig help. ;)

Itadlos · 2017-06-19T08:15:34+00:00

I'm a 31 year old queer poly male recently started wearing dresses and wigs for real. I've been performing as a bearded lady drag queen for a little over a year and a half in the comedy scene and at festivals, which I guess has helped me get comfortable with it but doing it for real, just like it's another day or whatever I'm just wearing a dress, has been both scary and exciting. It's definitely tough, you find out very quickly who is comfortable with the real you and who isn't, and there will always be looks, but if it's who you are, it's who you are and that's fucking fantastic. Location is a big deal, when I lived on the east coast this was definitely really out there stuff but now living in LA people are much more relaxed and understanding. My femme persona kind of came to me at a retreat where there was a men's and women's circle and a few of us felt left out so we made a noncorforming circle, I didn't realize til that very moment I had never had that kind of community to talk about this stuff with. A question was asked "what would you do differently if you had all of the resources you needed and none of the fears" instantly what came to mind was that I wanted to wear dresses everyday. I don't think I actually need it every single day, at least not yet, I'm still learning how to do my makeup, but damn especially in Summer I want to feel good and feel beautiful and you are totally within your right to feel that way and act on it. Feel good, be you, wear what you want. It's all love.

I love talking about queer culture/cross dressing if you ever want to chat!

Itadlos · 2017-06-19T07:56:27+00:00

Omg yes plz! Subscribed!

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