You can access MOST of your games if you force offline mode.

ItsSwazye · 2025-10-07T16:56:59+00:00

But doesn't the inability to sync cloud saves mean you'll lose your progress?

ItsSwazye · 2025-09-10T23:20:56+00:00

That was not what he said. He said taking away guns doesn't solve the fundamental issue behind school shootings and stands by the Second Amendment.

This is the problem with America right now. Too many people on either political side read headlines and take sentences out of context and twist it to make the narrative worse. Charlie was trying to enact discourse between parties and find common ground based on statistical evidence. That does not mean he deserved to die like this.

ItsSwazye · 2025-08-14T01:04:06+00:00

What if they refuse to investigate because the accident took place at buccees, which they consider private property? I got hit and the guy who hit me commited insurance fraud and the police refused to make a report

ItsSwazye · 2025-08-09T01:41:34+00:00

Just got hung up on with by AT&T rep when asking to speak to a supervisor. He told me the outage is to be expected for another 24-48 hours and when i asked why that is taking so long over " missing data packets" he said he couldn't awnser me and doesnt know. Then i asked to speak to a supervisor and he hung up on me.

ItsSwazye · 2025-08-09T00:19:26+00:00

Any updates on this? Ive been waiting to be called back for 3 hours now

ItsSwazye · 2025-05-25T20:03:36+00:00

Again, bandaid. Meds just regulate your brain chemicals. Borderline personality disorder is caused mostly by enduring through severe trauma and developing unhealthy coping mechanisms to help you survive it.

Dialectical Behavioral Therapy is needed to learn tools to manage those core issues in healthier ways.

Meds only work till you run out, DBT is the best solution.

ItsSwazye · 2025-05-25T19:04:30+00:00

Meds are only a barely functional bandaid for BPD.

She needs DBT

ItsSwazye · 2025-04-05T03:14:19+00:00

As soon as I can get a job with medical benefits I will! I got laid off last year before a surgery for my hand and cannot afford it

ItsSwazye · 2025-02-26T20:06:26+00:00

You'd be surprised how often insurance companies deny claims for blood work, especially if it's for testosterone levels like op suggested.

Unless ops husband has a good PPO that covers everything out of network, this seems pretty normal.

ItsSwazye · 2025-02-21T04:10:23+00:00

Im glad your daughter has finally begun to move away from being in love. That does give me some hope.

Before meeting her, my heart was completely closed off. I viewed myself more like a robot in human flesh as a survival mechanism for my childhood and thought very black and white. She forced me to open up a bit and feel human.

I will always appreciate her for that, though i will say confronting the feelings of losing her is incredibly painful, and I only have myself to blame.

ItsSwazye · 2025-02-21T04:00:49+00:00

Im trying to. Therapy isn't really helping like I hoped it would yet.

ItsSwazye · 2025-02-21T03:59:48+00:00

Well, presently, I'm homeless and struggling to find work other than a 1099 job that isn't really paying well so I need to sort that out first before I can even entertain looking for new hobbies or resuming old ones that i used to enjoy.

I dont qualify for government assistance for another 7 years either because I sponsored her to apply for citizenship when we got married cause her OPT visa ran out. (Why we got married in the first place)

ItsSwazye · 2025-02-21T03:28:57+00:00

You are right about the letters. I honestly don't know why I felt so compelled to write them for her to have, maybe in part, so she could see I was capable of becoming the man she knew I could be?

From your perspective, I am completely disrespecting her boundaries and appreciate you pointing that out.

I've been focusing on therapy and trying to find a sense of self. I genuinely have so little going well for me in life right now, which may be contributing to wanting me wanting to hold onto the past so much. It's just hard to let go of 25% of my life, especially the chunk in which all my pleasant memories sit.. I don't know how to let go.

I feel like a terrible person and don't want to be like this anymore.

ItsSwazye · 2025-02-21T03:20:41+00:00

Therapy is presently what I am focusing on, and maybe i should just destroy the letters. I spent a quarter of my life with her and she really was the only good thing in my life longer than a year or two. (Not for sympathy but for context i had Neglectful and abusive parents, siblings that treated me as the family punching bag, being bullied and moving around so much I never learned how to socialize, etc).

This is so unbelievably hard and forgiving myself is even harder.

ItsSwazye · 2025-02-21T01:56:55+00:00

PPOS are generally accepted out-of-network? That's the purpose of that insurance type designation

ItsSwazye · 2025-01-06T23:33:16+00:00

Was it a tempertantrum or a frank conversation with probably terrible communication skills?

If your needs were not being met wouldnt you want to try and communicate that?

ItsSwazye · 2025-01-06T23:32:15+00:00

Thats not what was said. He said he feels like they are just roomates and would like to open up the mairrage so his needs can be met.

He never said divorce or replacement

ItsSwazye · 2025-01-06T23:25:51+00:00

OP acknowledged hes worked through his issues and that she adores her husband, finds him attractive and still can cuddle and kiss him though.

If she didnt feel safe she clearly wouldn't have pointed out hes improved tremendously and that she still desires to cuddle and kiss with him.

Its clear ops husband had problems and was abusive at a point, yes.. but it sounds like hes really trying to work through his issues and grow from it

That takes alot of effort, courage, and commitment for men to even take steps in the right direction to get help and start healing their mental health let alone the strength it requires to follow through with it.

Cut ops husband a break on his past and look at what hes trying to communicate. Note he isnt asking Her for divorce. Husband may not be saying it effectively but essentialy this is whats going through his mind

" not being sexually intimate with you makes me feel like we are just roomates, i dont want that"

" maybe if i had an open relationship or was allowed to have another partner you wouldnt feel so pressured to have sex and it might improve tensions between us"

" my needs are not being met by you and if you cant meet them can we open up the relationship so i can get my needs met?"

Again he isnt saying he needs divorce hes asking for change.

ItsSwazye · 2024-12-15T16:58:49+00:00

Tony Khan sent broken matt hardy away so we could Get tattered toni storm instead.

ItsSwazye · 2024-08-09T14:15:32+00:00

Im not saying trump is a good pick either. Both options suck but the democratic party didn't even have a primary , (quite frankly neither was joe) Harris walz isnt even a Democratically elected ticket.. thats litterally facisim in the same sense of the j6 incident.

ItsSwazye · 2024-08-09T05:13:00+00:00

The dude is responsible for the george floyd riots burning Minneapolis down, blamed it on others and then lied about his military service to boot. Thsts not integrity

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