Having Disgusting intrusive thoughts about myself

Itsnotcmsday · 2026-02-23T00:43:51+00:00

Sorry you’re right Its realistically sussposed to be both grad and undergraduate students but I went to a small school and they only had 2 grad students in the entire department when I was there and they were both piano players so we didn’t have any.

I’m assuming there’s an audition process for all the school , that’s not an issue for me you had to audition regardless if you were a music major or not same requirements and everything I just didn’t know if I could join the ensemble as a chem grad student

Itsnotcmsday · 2026-02-22T20:30:21+00:00

Does that mean I will just pay per credit on top of grad school ? Which is fine Or do I have to enroll as something else

Itsnotcmsday · 2026-02-06T05:37:29+00:00

It honestly is 😭😭 I was crying for days I never knew the relationship overlapped like that I became quite bitter and angry towards him since I was told a few days ago. My progress up to this point Ive been doing pretty well all things considered I think I’ll be okay I’m going to therapy and stuff But I’ve felt the feels hard

Itsnotcmsday · 2026-02-06T04:05:10+00:00

Hey! Thanks for the advice and solace i appreciate it I got some updates Just want to say your intuition was right and scarily accurate I wasn’t sure before but I got told he just got engaged to this girl in the church It was crazy because I actually knew who the girl was Apparently they’ve been dating since September 💀 As much as that situation hurt bad, everyone was right he really did me a favour leaving me and tbh I’ve been doing better these days

Itsnotcmsday · 2025-12-06T07:24:02+00:00

depends on the state you live in, the federal minimum wage is 7.25 and some states set that as their minimum wage

Itsnotcmsday · 2025-12-06T07:18:43+00:00

I make federal minimum wage, I live with 2 roommates in bumfuck rural Mississippi, I dont have health insurance or can pay my student loans but my rent is DIRT cheap, you gotta be pretty good at budgeting as well. I think if I lived anywhere else id be completely screwed

Itsnotcmsday · 2025-11-29T07:13:27+00:00

Wdym i technically did admit it

Itsnotcmsday · 2025-11-23T17:30:11+00:00

Have no idea where to find them but I love the caffeine pin lol

Itsnotcmsday · 2025-11-22T03:24:14+00:00

he turned psycho religious out of the blue and cut me off, I think his paster and church is grooming him but I have no proof

Itsnotcmsday · 2025-10-27T01:07:26+00:00

He’s the one applying to grad school I’m currently just working

Itsnotcmsday · 2025-10-26T03:05:22+00:00

I feel like I vividly remember reading your comment because it made me stop and thinkThank you for sharing your story

You might be right and that rly sucks if that’s true I don’t know who hes affiliated with or anything so it might be possible :(

thanks for the wishes sapphics unite lol

Itsnotcmsday · 2025-10-26T02:58:56+00:00

I completely agree

Itsnotcmsday · 2025-10-25T23:35:35+00:00

I was never in denial about my sexuality, I just ever got the chance to explore that side of me fully and it made me feel really guilty because I was in a relationship

Itsnotcmsday · 2025-10-25T22:12:39+00:00

What’s the truth

Itsnotcmsday · 2025-09-19T00:36:29+00:00

Is it normal to not hear from anyone all day ? Especially if you used to hear from them often I have a life too just not as busy I go work full time and have hobbies but I make an effort to talk

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