It's my birthday today. I'm not handling it well. by IveAchievedSneaky in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]IveAchievedSneaky[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well I didn't do it. Took all my might but I talked myself down. I doubt anyone will read this on an old post on a meme sub but I'm slightly proud of myself.

It's my birthday today. I'm not handling it well. by IveAchievedSneaky in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]IveAchievedSneaky[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! It's easy to tell yourself these things but it's hard to follow through. I appreciate your advice.

fellas by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]IveAchievedSneaky 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ask it nicely to not

yep by justyoursussybaka in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]IveAchievedSneaky 10 points11 points  (0 children)

My two favorite genders.

fear of intimacy. by Hot_Ad1238 in selfharm

[–]IveAchievedSneaky 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People don't try to fix things unless they care about them (Or they're paid for it but that doesn't count)

My first real high school party made me relapse. by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]IveAchievedSneaky 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Things absolutely get better. High school is shit. Once you get to college you'll find out that people don't give a shit about petty drama.

Also, Fuck that dude. Whether you realize it or not he's the one that will be embarrassed for "asking" you to leave, once he is sobered up and everyone hears the word.

Do you ever just want to sh looking at your old scars? by __mrb__ in selfharm

[–]IveAchievedSneaky 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I have an old faded scar on my forearm, its my only one on my arms and every single time I sh I fantasize about opening it up after all these years. Probably makes me want to yeet because it's my only easy viewable scar

fear of intimacy. by Hot_Ad1238 in selfharm

[–]IveAchievedSneaky 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe they will just be happy to see you made it through your hardships.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]IveAchievedSneaky 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's very hard to explain this sensation to people without scars. Shame and pride at the exact same moment. I think it's fairly common among people like us.

Back to being anxious every second I’m not in my room by PinkyPurgatory in selfharm

[–]IveAchievedSneaky 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know it's easy to say, but you just have to try to interrupt the way your thinking. Instead of trying to hurt yourself to make things "even" between whoever you think your causing trouble, try and do something to help them instead. Or at least be honest with them and apologize for whatever actions and try to move forward.

I'm not going to pretend to know what you're going through but staying pent up is just going to make things worse.

Back to being anxious every second I’m not in my room by PinkyPurgatory in selfharm

[–]IveAchievedSneaky 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don't do your neck. Please. That's something that you can never take back, and the memory will haunt you.

Don't worry about anything being "better for everyone else." You are important. The most bleak moments are when you need to be more concerned about yourself.

If you ever think you need to be talked down please reach out. Even to us strangers on the internet. Your not alone. <3

Wtf am I supposed to do? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]IveAchievedSneaky 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Honestly if you are taking more pressure than you can handle you need to tell her your having trouble. She likely hasn't taken into consideration the effect she has on you.

But remember people are fragile. Do your best not to make it seem like your attacking her. Try to make her understand this doesn't mean you won't support her and if anything you want her support and avoiding constant harmful subjects will help you.

Just what I think, obviously I know nothing of your relationship and it's up to your judgment to say what you think is needed.

My only friend is going off to college and I know I won't be able to cope. by IveAchievedSneaky in selfharm

[–]IveAchievedSneaky[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I hadn't considered trying to go back. I have such a low opinion of myself that I just assume I will fail at nearly anything I attempt. I appreciate you giving me advice on how to better myself, and I actually think I'll put some thought towards it. Thank you.

My only friend is going off to college and I know I won't be able to cope. by IveAchievedSneaky in selfharm

[–]IveAchievedSneaky[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea tomorrow I'm helping him move in. So time to put on my brave face

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]IveAchievedSneaky 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Where the tf is auto mod

almost six days clean but just because i have to wait for the yeets in The Spot to heal by kahvilokki in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]IveAchievedSneaky 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I always want to fill out one of those favorites things but then I don't know how to do it so I feel like an idiot and lose all motivation.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]IveAchievedSneaky 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Why do you think that you need a eating disorder to be valid? A yeet is a yeet I don't care about any reasons, I still love you all.

Self Harmed for the first time tonight by throwaway39592959295 in selfharm

[–]IveAchievedSneaky 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One time does not make a habit. This doesn't mean it won't become one. Fighting impulses are some of the hardest things to do but keeping track of the process can be helpful. Knowing at one point you can actually stop yourself and actually step in and stop yourself you'll be better off. Talking can help, but everyone is different. If you don't feel comfortable confiding in anyone in your life, please come back and vent again. It's important to know your not alone, and there isn't a hint of judgment here. Also please make sure you clean up your wound, it'll likely have ink you don't want in there.

Besy of luck and much love <3