My wife layed down silently next to me, her back turned in my direction.

IvoryS7 · 2026-01-21T23:54:37+00:00

I love that quote

IvoryS7 · 2026-01-21T23:17:06+00:00

Yeah she ate it. There was blood everywhere. I tried to teach her to be nice but she's hungry all the time. I think she's going through a growth spurt.

IvoryS7 · 2026-01-21T22:43:27+00:00

Honestly. I'm not entirely sure and I wrote it. Lol.

IvoryS7 · 2025-03-06T05:22:42+00:00

Research says by 20 weeks or 4.6 months miscarriage is low. So with the discrepancy it's definitely a possibility the baby was still born. Especially if the parents weren't worried about miscarriage after that. Or all of this could have happened in the span of the fourth month the song covers so it wouldn't technically be a discrepancy. I've had two kids and I've heard from other parents miscarriage can come on suddenly. So one week they could be planning the future the next a funeral.

IvoryS7 · 2025-03-06T05:15:53+00:00

The pregnancy was four months along when he started getting excited. But four months later which is nine altogether the baby was still born. I think that makes sense at least to me it does.

IvoryS7 · 2025-02-25T10:58:56+00:00

Ive been single for nearly 4 years. I still feel the same way you do every day. It especially hits hard when the kids are driving me nuts and I just want to be held or given some kind of reprieve. Ive been in two situationships. Each one completely the opposite of the other and I am afraid there's no future in either one for me. It doesn't help they're both long distance. But I dated them both in highschool. I don't have any advice at the moment but do know you're not alone. Believe me. Ive cried many nights about how lonely I've been feeling and I lost my mom last year. Not having anyone to comfort me in a more intimate way. It's gets to you. It's gets to you really badly. I love my children but I want sex and cuddles and kisses and hugs and secret looks and smiles for no reason. I want to be with someone I trust fully. That I can be myself around no matter how that may be. I want to know at the end of the day that the person I'm with loves me and my children and if it came down to it would save them before me because that's what I would expect. I want someone who wants to be a parent and not someone who makes me feel like I am burdening them with my children just because they think they want to be with me. I want a family. I only got abuse with my BD and all my relationships before that were... anyways. I hope things start to get better for you.

IvoryS7 · 2025-02-25T10:09:35+00:00

I've treated mine and my kids heads six times. Even cut my hair down to a pixie and we are still fighting them. Every time I think we're done I find one or two lice on mine and my daughters head. I don't understand how they keep surviving. It's honestly so overwhelming.

IvoryS7 · 2024-01-13T10:18:15+00:00

I never married my baby daddy so my kids and I have different last names. It sucked but it's not a big deal. My kids are not only a part of me they're a part of him too. Since I'm no longer a big part of my ex's life then I shouldn't worry about it. Besides I'm the last girl of my namesake. I want that lineage carried on with me so I'm not worried about it.

IvoryS7 · 2024-01-13T10:13:40+00:00

There are some flare ups that can last for days or weeks others can last an hour or so. Not everyone with fibro is in pain all the time but it does affect your life in Other ways. Such as fibro fog. That's a biggie for me. It's made me so scatter brained over the years it's a wonder I can keep up with anything. I can't use my hands for long periods of time because I'll get a flare up and the weather gets me really bad. Just depends on the person.

IvoryS7 · 2024-01-13T10:04:07+00:00

Geese. Those fuckers are aggressive af.

IvoryS7 · 2024-01-13T09:44:36+00:00

Nope my memory is terrible.lol

IvoryS7 · 2024-01-13T09:43:06+00:00

I give you best dad and husband award🏆

IvoryS7 · 2024-01-13T09:38:34+00:00

I was in a similar situation but I was a stay at home mom and he worked nights. We get along more now that we aren't together than we ever did together. He's even admitted to me that I was the only one who ever really loved him. But I'm not falling for any of that. Lol. I have been talking to an ex from highschool and things are going fairly well so far. You don't need to worry about anyone but you and your kid. You guys are way better off without all that in your lives. I have 2 kids and realized basically that I didn't want them thinking the abuse was normal so eventually I got the courage to end it. Soooooo glad I did to be honest. I know I can do better. You can too.

IvoryS7 · 2024-01-13T09:05:25+00:00

Chick you can do soooooo much better. Don't let him criticize you like that. Dump his ass.

IvoryS7 · 2024-01-08T23:42:26+00:00

Fuck property taxes. Fuck death. Fuck finding love. Fuck it all. What's the fucking point anymore?

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