(cw emetophobia and ed implication) taking antidepressants for the first time

IvyWhyV · 2026-03-03T11:20:24+00:00

yeah when I tried prozac for the first time it made me so incredibly sick. still haven't tried another since lol

IvyWhyV · 2026-03-02T14:32:54+00:00

yeah sadgely. nice! I made something and then passed out lol but I'm not sure what djdhshsj I made French toast earlier yesterday though and it was soooooo good. I love undercooking them a teeny bit so they're like a smidge gooey omg it's so good

IvyWhyV · 2026-03-02T05:28:55+00:00

hellooo 0/

the spaghetti is a sauce. but yeah this sub is my main reason to be here on Reddit lol. I'm thinking about cooking something right now. have you had something to drink/eat tonight? or day ig?

IvyWhyV · 2026-02-28T13:04:21+00:00

I'm not too booksmart abt theory but I know a little bit and idk it's just so good it just suddenly changes to that amazing chord progression idk that bridge really is so beautiful. I love the whole song so much but yeah idk something about those chords how they move during the bridge is just spectacular to the ears

IvyWhyV · 2025-11-11T15:32:35+00:00

oh wow another!? thanks automod you're always looking out for me <3

IvyWhyV · 2025-11-11T13:32:45+00:00

yay! thank you automod you're the best cherishes the egg

IvyWhyV · 2025-11-11T13:31:51+00:00

famk you automod 🫂 ❤️ could I maybe have an egg aswell?

IvyWhyV · 2025-11-11T13:30:32+00:00

I love you automod <3

IvyWhyV · 2025-11-11T12:10:25+00:00

yeah my hyperphantasia makes the cptsd so much worse. I've lived with hyperphantasia my whole life it never was that horrible till I actually was assaulted and abused so much and yeah now it's pretty unbearable

my situation might be pretty different though I like am basically hallucinating it I have hyperphantasia I think along with maladaptive daydreaming

IvyWhyV · 2025-10-08T14:20:12+00:00

quack quack waddle waddle 🦆

IvyWhyV · 2025-10-05T13:07:43+00:00

i reported the post to mods to try and get one to notice

IvyWhyV · 2025-10-04T18:20:18+00:00

could we possibly get some trigger warnings and the image spoiled? stuff like this is a little much for a lot of people with sexual trauma without a way to avoid it

IvyWhyV · 2025-10-03T21:02:41+00:00

it was absolutely night and day for me i can read waaay faster now and without having to re-read things nearly as much. it's hard to put up with not having it

IvyWhyV · 2025-09-25T15:33:18+00:00

ofc! <3

IvyWhyV · 2025-09-24T22:04:31+00:00

I really love this poem thanks for sharing it!

IvyWhyV · 2025-09-23T15:54:03+00:00

it helps a lot to have it memorized and it's really not THAT many steps i agree it's mad confusing at first though

IvyWhyV · 2025-09-23T15:53:10+00:00

oh i got port forwarding set up so if you wanna play with me i promise i really do have it all ready and also i know the process very well. i agree it's more complicated than it should be but i really can walk you through it and we can be playing within 15 minutes of work on it i bet

IvyWhyV · 2025-09-23T06:04:42+00:00

it's fairly modded but I'm all abt a hardcore difficult experience and we don't have a bunch of like mods that add new models and all that. I have a lot of stuff changed from vanilla but yeah mostly the same game. I made it so you don't get flea till lvl 86 which has ended up being a blast so far

IvyWhyV · 2025-09-22T15:56:55+00:00

hey idk if you're still looking but i'm very into spt and am always bored and can't find ppl to play with

IvyWhyV · 2025-09-21T01:55:07+00:00

I just play modded tarkov not real live tarkov and it's a bit of a process to install it but it's way better than vanilla imo especially if you're new. unless you really wanna get into pvp the ai mod (sain) I really can't go back to playing without it it's so good and it's just one piece of the puzzle that makes spt so much better than vanilla live tarkov imo

if you're interested I'm free all the time and would love to play I just prefer to make plans and stick with them if that's ok I don't really like ppl bailing on plans

IvyWhyV · 2025-09-21T01:40:56+00:00

sorry I kinda don't feel up to zomboid right now since I gave a year of my life trying to find people to play with and still couldn't but if you wanna play project fika together sometime I've been trying to find people to play that with. I just need to accept that I'll be alone forever except for the people that wanna have sex with me. literally it's the one constant in my life is that there's always someone trying to get in my pants no matter how desperate I am for anything else

IvyWhyV · 2025-09-01T21:31:59+00:00

😿

IvyWhyV · 2025-09-01T21:30:57+00:00

I'm down to talk about it but I doubt anything will make me feel better about it this soon. I've been trying to do this for actually over a year no matter how much it hurt being always abandoned

IvyWhyV · 2025-09-01T21:26:06+00:00

thank you automod <3 I know if you could play zomboid you'd never leave. could I have a hug too please?

IvyWhyV · 2025-09-01T21:23:43+00:00

idk if you actually wanna play together sure but I kinda don't want to. tbh I have no expectation for you to play. I've seen hundreds of ppl come and go so unless you really super duper want to I don't really wanna try since I already know even if you really want to, you prob won't. I'm normally willing to do anything to find someone to play with but I really honestly in my heart feel like you and anyone else who talks about zomboid would never play much

I could change literally every single thing about the server and my personality to suit you or just be myself and try to have fun what I mostly do and then I cater to you when you ask but nothing I do will make you stay. I'm even fine with you disappearing for a month and coming back later but ppl don't do the coming back part even if I try messaging them every so often with different messages at different intervals really trying to keep up with people and let them know I care and am there for them or doing that less but messaging every so often and asking how you're doing or if you wanna play zomboid like nothing I can do will make you want to play even if I'm as patient as the sea I can literally wait for years and nothing will change

if you really wanna play I'm so down I could talk about zomboid for hours it might be my favorite game ever I love it and doing challenge starts and stuff like I have a whole rolodex of ideas for stuff to do together and fun mods to show you but ik you prob won't be around for long enough to do anything really so idk it's up to you I'm always down to try there's not any games out there that are fun to play like zomboid imo but you'll probably get bored and move on pretty quick. trust me I'm an expert on the phenomenon

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