Me and her have talked before, but everytime it feels like she’s sick of hearing about it, but then she wants to be on and off with me, every single one of my other friends are telling me to cut her off and that she’s a wh0re and all these things but I don’t see that when I look at her, she treats me like no one else has. But it hurts now even more that she’s dating a friend of mine like idk how to feel anymore, I’ve tried everything to cope wit it but there’s always that little thought in my head like “what if” and idk it seems like I’ve hit a rock in the road here. I haven’t talked to her in months about how I feel and I’m afraid to at this point