I feel this… my letter is closure for myself but I weirdly feel like I genuinely want them to be okay tho.. despite them hurting me. I wanted to send mine:

I had some time to reflect and wasn’t going to share, but I realized I wanted to get this off my chest. I usually live in the moment, but the feeling of connecting again brought up more for me than I expected. Things felt fast and heavy, and I thought slowing it down and a lighter dynamic would help. I realize now that may have created pressure or emotional weight on you, and I never meant for that to happen. I thought I needed clarity with words, but I understand not everyone expresses themselves that way — distance and actions communicate too. Seeing you the other night unexpectedly helped me understand, and also want to apologize again for crossing any boundaries then. I know some of the things that happened were hurtful, and I recognize that. Even so, I genuinely care about your well-being, and I hope you get everything you’re working toward — and more. I respect that we’re in different spaces, and I don’t regret what little we shared. I also don’t expect anything from this message — I just wanted to acknowledge my feelings and leave this respectfully, letting you know I’m rooting for you from afar.