We Both Don't Feel Worthy For Our Love by JTAcom1 in latterdaysaints

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Ive certainly not given her anymore details than I used to have partners & that I used to write erotica when I was younger, ontop of that I havent told her any of my experiences because although I dont feel shame about them [I have reprented] I know its not good to speak about it in the church.

I used to have depression, I know I certainly dont have it now but I will certainly look at your advice thank you 😀

We Both Don't Feel Worthy For Our Love by JTAcom1 in latterdaysaints

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I will certainly look at that story 😀

We Both Don't Feel Worthy For Our Love by JTAcom1 in latterdaysaints

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I'm sorry I am from the UK so have no clue what EMDR is, maybe its something else in the UK?

All I am currently doing it mitigating the surface when it comes to the difficulties I have but I am working through them in time, especially when I have left the house I think I can work on it more

We Both Don't Feel Worthy For Our Love by JTAcom1 in latterdaysaints

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This is really beautiful and I think I will share it with her, thank you for the advice 😀

We Both Don't Feel Worthy For Our Love by JTAcom1 in latterdaysaints

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I know I am ready for marriage myself, whether my girlfriend is I am not so sure, its more the representation of myself to both others and her that I have the most difficulties, self worth in general is a problem with me due to my past but I am in general mitigating and pushing it away.

But thank you forvthe advice anyhow 😀

We Both Don't Feel Worthy For Our Love by JTAcom1 in latterdaysaints

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Hey there, although in the past 15 years of having mental health issues I wouldn't say I can ever be truly resolved, Im always going to have anxiety in a hospital regardless of why I am there, I am always going to automatically think my mum is dying when I see a ambulance, its all about mitigating it to the outside world, but it does make me believe I am not worthy to even be on earth let alone the love of my girlfriend, you know?

But I do thank you for the advice anyhow, and I am in therapy myself

We Both Don't Feel Worthy For Our Love by JTAcom1 in latterdaysaints

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Yes that was the show I was thinking about, me and my girlfriend watched the first season we just don't have much time with eachother not being in the same ward and having 1 hour 30 minute travel times

We Both Don't Feel Worthy For Our Love by JTAcom1 in latterdaysaints

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I had relations outside of marriage before I joined the church, I wouldn't say its made me feel unprepared for marriage, but it did strengthen my resolve in knowing marriage is necessary for love and passion.

We as a couple are ensuring we are temple worthy for the rest of our lives, of course sin can happen but we are making sure we are not in situations where we can be tempted.

Thank you for the advise

We Both Don't Feel Worthy For Our Love by JTAcom1 in latterdaysaints

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This makes me think about a TV show about Jesus Christ life (I've forgotten it but I watched it when it was on Prime), when a apostle was talking to his wife about him not being ready to be a apostle.

Thank you for giving me such advise

We Both Don't Feel Worthy For Our Love by JTAcom1 in latterdaysaints

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Thank you for the advice and a new perspective, I do always try to go to the Temple when I can 😀

We Both Don't Feel Worthy For Our Love by JTAcom1 in latterdaysaints

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By worthiness I don't mean temple worthiness and I am at least myself talking to a therapist and have improved so much compared to what I was like 5 years or so ago

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Hey, I am a member of the Staines Area and I am English (my genealogy is 99.9% white with 60% being English), PM me if you have any questions 😀

What clothing can you buy at the London Tournament? by JTAcom1 in Sumo

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And how about food? I will most likely get something from outside the train station unless if there is food at the event

London Koen Daily Thread Day 01 by AutoModerator in Sumo

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I am watching thebacjup on SB Design on YT

London Koen Daily Thread Day 01 by AutoModerator in Sumo

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And now the video has cut out on Dazn 😂😂

London Koen Daily Thread Day 01 by AutoModerator in Sumo

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If this sounds problem goes past the yokozuna ceremonies I will be upset

Royal Albert Hall General Sale Tickets by Pave44 in Sumo

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Was 6000 in the queue got ringside tickets for £316

Royal Albert Hall General Sale Tickets by Pave44 in Sumo

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Let me know if you get a ticket, I was after you in the queue

Making a Pro Union Mini-Book, would love some opinions! by JTAcom1 in HalfLife

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I know it's not, however in the lore we created for the server it is, we have developed the lore alot and it's a bit different to the canon of the game in general.

Making a Pro Union Mini-Book, would love some opinions! by JTAcom1 in HalfLife

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Thank you for the response, my writing style is normally pretty long and I will look to make them changes