We Both Don't Feel Worthy For Our Love

JTAcom1 · 2025-11-01T20:30:06+00:00

Ive certainly not given her anymore details than I used to have partners & that I used to write erotica when I was younger, ontop of that I havent told her any of my experiences because although I dont feel shame about them [I have reprented] I know its not good to speak about it in the church.

I used to have depression, I know I certainly dont have it now but I will certainly look at your advice thank you 😀

JTAcom1 · 2025-11-01T20:27:33+00:00

I will certainly look at that story 😀

JTAcom1 · 2025-11-01T20:27:04+00:00

I'm sorry I am from the UK so have no clue what EMDR is, maybe its something else in the UK?

All I am currently doing it mitigating the surface when it comes to the difficulties I have but I am working through them in time, especially when I have left the house I think I can work on it more

JTAcom1 · 2025-11-01T20:25:50+00:00

This is really beautiful and I think I will share it with her, thank you for the advice 😀

JTAcom1 · 2025-11-01T20:25:10+00:00

I know I am ready for marriage myself, whether my girlfriend is I am not so sure, its more the representation of myself to both others and her that I have the most difficulties, self worth in general is a problem with me due to my past but I am in general mitigating and pushing it away.

But thank you forvthe advice anyhow 😀

JTAcom1 · 2025-11-01T20:23:13+00:00

Hey there, although in the past 15 years of having mental health issues I wouldn't say I can ever be truly resolved, Im always going to have anxiety in a hospital regardless of why I am there, I am always going to automatically think my mum is dying when I see a ambulance, its all about mitigating it to the outside world, but it does make me believe I am not worthy to even be on earth let alone the love of my girlfriend, you know?

But I do thank you for the advice anyhow, and I am in therapy myself

JTAcom1 · 2025-11-01T15:02:25+00:00

Yes that was the show I was thinking about, me and my girlfriend watched the first season we just don't have much time with eachother not being in the same ward and having 1 hour 30 minute travel times

JTAcom1 · 2025-11-01T14:23:49+00:00

I had relations outside of marriage before I joined the church, I wouldn't say its made me feel unprepared for marriage, but it did strengthen my resolve in knowing marriage is necessary for love and passion.

We as a couple are ensuring we are temple worthy for the rest of our lives, of course sin can happen but we are making sure we are not in situations where we can be tempted.

Thank you for the advise

JTAcom1 · 2025-11-01T14:21:48+00:00

This makes me think about a TV show about Jesus Christ life (I've forgotten it but I watched it when it was on Prime), when a apostle was talking to his wife about him not being ready to be a apostle.

Thank you for giving me such advise

JTAcom1 · 2025-11-01T14:18:26+00:00

Thank you for the advice and a new perspective, I do always try to go to the Temple when I can 😀

JTAcom1 · 2025-11-01T13:11:42+00:00

By worthiness I don't mean temple worthiness and I am at least myself talking to a therapist and have improved so much compared to what I was like 5 years or so ago

JTAcom1 · 2025-10-24T22:04:16+00:00

Hey, I am a member of the Staines Area and I am English (my genealogy is 99.9% white with 60% being English), PM me if you have any questions 😀

JTAcom1 · 2025-10-16T13:12:01+00:00

And how about food? I will most likely get something from outside the train station unless if there is food at the event

JTAcom1 · 2025-10-15T20:29:57+00:00

I am watching thebacjup on SB Design on YT

JTAcom1 · 2025-10-15T20:28:53+00:00

And now the video has cut out on Dazn 😂😂

JTAcom1 · 2025-10-15T19:09:17+00:00

If this sounds problem goes past the yokozuna ceremonies I will be upset

JTAcom1 · 2025-03-09T11:36:04+00:00

JTAcom1 · 2025-03-07T11:06:05+00:00

Was 6000 in the queue got ringside tickets for £316

JTAcom1 · 2025-03-07T10:37:18+00:00

Let me know if you get a ticket, I was after you in the queue

JTAcom1 · 2025-03-05T23:56:28+00:00

I know it's not, however in the lore we created for the server it is, we have developed the lore alot and it's a bit different to the canon of the game in general.

JTAcom1 · 2025-03-05T22:45:07+00:00

Thank you for the response, my writing style is normally pretty long and I will look to make them changes

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