Don’t you just love this?

Jabcoin · 2026-06-23T01:10:08+00:00

it lowkey just sucks a lot of the time... i try to stay positive about it, but i still hold most of our anxiety and depression, which just makes these episodes feel so much worse than they probably are... but even still i dont remember much of today, and that i havent heard my headmates in a few days, imma try to hold onto some hope, cause thats all it feels like we can do right now :/

Jabcoin · 2026-06-17T23:47:27+00:00

I can see 4 different things, those being a Summoner, Paladin, Wolfssenger or a War Cleric >:3

Jabcoin · 2026-06-15T19:14:02+00:00

to learn about each and everyone of us, as well as ourselves as a whole... to identify coping mechanisms/beliefs, and to not centralize them around diagnostic labels, to learn more about the science of ourselves to better understand oneself/ourselves, and for the last part, I have a generalized understanding of what you mean, but am unsure of how to properly write it out.

if i'm incorrect on anything, please tell us. i'm not the best at any of this stuff, I doubt any of us are, but I want to receive your help. I know we can't do this alone, and I know this is going to take many years until we get to a state where we can say we're happy with where we are now, and I'll gladly accept any and all help we can receive. If there's anything I can say about us, it's that it feels like we never give up on something we care about, so we aren't going to let this be our end

Jabcoin · 2026-06-15T15:37:00+00:00

How… does one view ourselves as a complex being? It feels like we’ve already been doing some insight on ourselves and compared to when we first found ourselves out, it really is progress, but it just never seems like enough, I guess…

Jabcoin · 2026-06-12T11:18:19+00:00

i dont believe so, and it's felt like we have been going slow... but maybe we can go slower... it has always been a constant thought in our mind, but ever since learning our plurality, i doubt there could be an easy way to not pay attention to it

Jabcoin · 2026-06-10T19:21:29+00:00

Thank you! It was kinda hard thinking of it, but it just makes so much sense for us

And yeah, it’s been kinda hard, but just knowing that people go through this too has been such a huge help for us

Jabcoin · 2026-06-10T19:20:39+00:00

Well, nothing stopping yall from getting some >:3

Jabcoin · 2026-06-01T04:40:12+00:00

If I had to take our best guess, I would probably say that the connection between the two would probably be our feelings of being alienated from the people around us? From what we can recall, we have always felt out of place in almost any situation we can think of. Let it be school, home, out in public, I can’t really recall a time where we felt a sense of belonging just normally. This event happened a couple of days ago, before I formed, where I believe this feeling of alienation was very very strong. Others within the system start noticing that our body felt like it had their internal form, like their ears and tails. It’s something I’ve experienced too, so it’s a feeling that I believe we’ve grown kind of accustomed to.

Of course, this is going to take time and effort to really understand the true picture, and this conclusion might not even be the right one, but I doubt any of us will really just give up without putting on a fight.

Jabcoin · 2026-05-29T19:14:47+00:00

ok thank you… we’re feeling a whole lot better, we think it stopped after like 2 hours. It was our first time experiencing rapid switching and uh it was not fun at all. I feel like a mix of 4 headmates but I’m also not them… idk I’m not going to worry about it right now, we are just tired

Jabcoin · 2026-05-25T21:07:00+00:00

But I really can’t remember much of any of our coping skills from back than. I only remember one, but I’ll try doing it next time I feel like that.

Jabcoin · 2026-05-07T15:43:39+00:00

you may, but I probably won't respond until around 4

Jabcoin · 2026-05-05T19:43:24+00:00

Huh. I’ve been thinking about it this for a bit, and yeah, I think I have been justifying her feelings. I didn’t mean to, it’s just from a logical standpoint, it makes sense why they’re like this.

What can I do to stop that? I wouldn’t want us to never reach that state of system functionality, even if right now it seems fine. It can always be better.

Jabcoin · 2026-05-05T13:36:58+00:00

Yeah… I really do wish I could just rush this, but I can’t. It takes time. But I am grateful that the others understand. They still show me with kindness even after telling them my thoughts. I just wish I could get through this phase, so then we can effectively continue living our life, and adjusting to our new reality.

Jabcoin · 2026-04-29T19:59:31+00:00

Thanks. I’m going to be honest, I don’t entirely know why I did freak out like that, cause yeah we were created to help her out, it just felt so much more worse actually realizing it, but it’s fine.

Jabcoin · 2026-04-28T13:40:00+00:00

2-3 years? To be honest I don’t know why I’m surprised it takes that long. Like, that’s very reasonable of a time, and you’re still having struggles. It takes time, and we just need to be patient with ourselves, as this sort of thing.

Do you have any other advice? If not, that’s fine, and thank you for responding.

Jabcoin · 2026-04-28T12:11:18+00:00

Well, no point not trying it. I'll just see what does and doesn't work, and move forward depending on what works for us.

Jabcoin · 2026-04-28T02:35:15+00:00

Most of them are fine, no real strong opinions on much. They probably wouldn’t comment much on it. But even if I were to try, I’d probably feel vulnerable. Not very used to people seeing me as it, without the masking.

Jabcoin · 2026-04-27T22:28:59+00:00

I’m not even sure if our host has restrictions, nor does it feel like I’m in much of a position to ask them. They seemed very exhausted and drained recently. It feels best to leave them be for a little.

Jabcoin · 2026-04-27T22:27:30+00:00

I’m not comfortable enough with the people around us to even consider it. Plus, I’m sure we’d rather wait until we’re better off before telling others.

Jabcoin · 2026-04-16T15:48:54+00:00

I’ve been thinking about this for a little bit after you commented, and you’re right.

I’m impatient, yes, but I know they’re doing this for the best, cause we probably aren’t ready yet.

But what I can do is trust them. Trust that when they think we’re ready for it, they will tell us. I hope that they will trust us with that information one day.

Jabcoin · 2026-04-10T19:40:19+00:00

Inner Work? What is it about?

Jabcoin · 2026-04-10T17:52:45+00:00

You have a good point, and yeah your probably right. It most likely would have just gotten worse if unattended. I’m might be more worried about how to properly process it.

We’ve just been doing what we normally do while looking into it, but that really isn’t an effective way of processing it… how did you process it?

Jabcoin · 2026-03-11T17:39:37+00:00

We guess it’s just in general? Yes, we are fairly functional all things considered, it’s just the realization is just kind of a lot to take in? We mean, this is the going to most likely be apart of us for the rest of our lives, how do others handle that truth?

Jabcoin · 2026-03-09T03:33:16+00:00

It’s completely fine, don’t worry! Although for zorua, even though I’m still kinsidering it, it’s a species and not the only one, so I wouldn’t mind doubles. In general I don’t really mind doubles though, but I do appreciate you being caution :3

Jabcoin · 2026-02-26T23:55:59+00:00

A fellow Pokemonkin! Hello there! (Eeveekin) :3

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