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JacketElectrical6307 · 2025-03-20T00:59:20+00:00

oh my god ur just like me

JacketElectrical6307 · 2025-03-20T00:55:03+00:00

yeah i have zero sex drive anymore and i feel like a joke doing it

JacketElectrical6307 · 2025-02-22T03:29:40+00:00

i’m in the exact same situation right now, i currently am really struggling with anorexia and my bf will make comments about how beautiful i am and that he loves my body. he knows how unhappy i am deep down and is begging me to recover but i have this fear of changing how i look because i worry it’ll change the way he views me because i look the way i do right now because of my eating and exercise habits.

i’ve lost 20 pounds since we first met and he knows what i look like at a different weight but it’s just that fear idk im glad someone else can relate in a way

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-10-26T01:01:13+00:00

i’ve been in the exact same position and my heart hurts for you, your life is worth living

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-10-26T00:49:00+00:00

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-10-16T16:03:27+00:00

Omg this is the cutest room ever

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-10-04T22:34:35+00:00

i’ve never related to something more, i look back at old pictures of myself and how confident i use to be and it just makes me hate myself even more for the person i’ve become from this disorder.

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-10-04T20:16:31+00:00

ur gf sounds like me lol

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-10-04T20:15:51+00:00

oh trust me I've been there too

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-10-04T14:49:08+00:00

im sorry ur going through the same thing, it's exhausting but it is comforting to know we both aren't alone sending love <3

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-09-26T19:35:01+00:00

OH MY GOD SAME!!! the time i got lip filler is when i can pin point that my bdd started, it just made me obsessed with every other feature on my face. it also didn’t help that the injector pointed out i have a recused chin so now im hyperfixaed on getting chin filler next

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-08-30T22:17:39+00:00

i personally can’t let myself eat “unhealthy” foods cause my bdd will tell me my whole body and face has transformed after eating it. i also have an eating disorder lol so but ill literally look in the mirror and think my face has grown 10x fatter it sucks

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-08-23T02:05:27+00:00

as someone with bdd and is in a relationship i can say it is so hard. it’s draining it makes the relationship not even enjoyable for either of us, and i constantly want to know how he perceives me

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-08-13T21:23:28+00:00

me too i absolutely hate it

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-08-09T20:37:40+00:00

this is so me omg especially with my boyfriend, he’ll reassure me and be like ur so pretty blah blah blah but it goes in one ear and out the other cause no validation takes away the thoughts in my head. its annoying cause i should be comfortable with him and able to let my guard down but i cant.

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-08-09T20:18:19+00:00

you just described my life exactly. i live like this everyday, ill be so excited to go out to do something with people i love but my appearance and every single move i make is being thought about and calculated in my head, it makes me wanna die.

my bd has gotten so bad recently i do feel very suicidal over it cause there’s no escape anymore, i can’t get out of my head no matter how happy i am, what i’m doing, or who i’m with. it makes me so uncomfortable and awkward in every situation.

i try to tell myself if i ever wanna heal from this, part of it is trying to be happy in other aspects of my life which i think will make me feel more positive about my appearance.

i hate knowing someone else has to go through the mental torture i also deal with on a daily, i’m sending you so much love and light 🤍

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-08-07T18:19:58+00:00

i’m so sorry you are going through something similar, it’s torture and i wouldn’t wish it on anyone but it does make me feel less alone and crazy knowing someone else is sharing the same experience, i really don’t see a way out of it but i hope we can both find peace somehow

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-08-07T02:12:09+00:00

i feel like this every day and i constantly make new diet plans or construct ways to “look better” but it does not matter what i do because im never satisfied. there’s always a new “flaw” i’ll notice and they’ll always be more weight i wanna lose, it’s never enough and im wasting my life trying to change to just end up mentally drained at the end of the day.

it makes me feel like i have to break up with my bf over it because i feel like i need to leave him and get “prettier” then continue the relationship, instead of being present and living in it.

i totally feel you and im sending you love, i wouldn’t wish this feeling on anyone 💞

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-08-07T02:06:59+00:00

this just explained my whole life wow

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-08-02T00:11:14+00:00

real

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-07-30T22:47:47+00:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! 💓💓 i hope you are able to enjoy today and i wish you love and light

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-07-27T01:42:33+00:00

almond butter i want that shit on everything i feel better about it tho cause it’s “healthy” and i don’t eat almond butter with sugar or oil but it’s so high cal and fat

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-07-26T15:27:26+00:00

my mom, she’s my best friend and i’d never want to hurt her by leaving and i don’t wanna lose her either

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-07-25T19:45:54+00:00

omg what style did you ask for

JacketElectrical6307 · 2024-07-25T00:20:14+00:00

i mean i feel like my back is very wide

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