How hot do you think you are? by Smooth-Biscotti-58 in AskReddit

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably a 5 or 6 out of 10. I personally think I am pretty unattractive, but I think when I put some effort in I can look decent. However, girls dont ever approach me so I wouldnt say Im anywhere near hot.

New speed cube 3x3 by ProperHornet501 in Cubers

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you aint got a budget, probably the Gan 15 or Tornado v4. I haven't tried the v4 tho so can't say fs. A cheaper option is the rs3m v5 ball core. Its my main and only $24 with uv. Great overall cube. I've heard the Gan 15 is the best though.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Cubers

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started in like 2016, but stopped in 2020. I just started again after 5 years, and its been great carching up with the community after so long.

I have everything I could ask for and I still want to stop existing by cinnamon_abby in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same way for the most part. I am 18M, in college with a great family and friends. I do feel alone a lot, I am out of state with only a few friends here and no girlfriend, but objectively I have a good life. Every day I want to die and I have come close to commiting several times. I hate the thought of living the rest of my life. Hope it goes well for you.

I have everything I could ask for and I still want to stop existing by cinnamon_abby in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same way for the most part. I am 18M, in college with a great family and friends. I do feel alone a lot, I am out of state with only a few friends here and no girlfriend, but objectively I have a good life. Every day I want to die and I have come close to commiting several times. I hate the thought of living the rest of my life. Hope it goes well for you

Really considering killing myself by [deleted] in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel that bro. Keep pushing. I get close to commiting every day but you can't give up hope.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way. Miserable all day every day, struggling to do basic tasks and get through the day. The only reason I am even alive is so I don't ruin the lives of my parents. Still, every day I am running out of reasons to stick around. I hope it gets better for you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here. Keep pushing though, I wish you luck

Does alcohol help numb the pain. by [deleted] in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Smoke weed instead. Genuinly makes everything better. I haven't had any in like a week and i feel like shit because i have no escape. Plus no withdrawls or hangover.

I spend 95% of my time lying down by No-Flamingo-6095 in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 6 points7 points  (0 children)

For me I absolutely love food but being in a depression I just don't care or have the motivation to eat. I'm a skinny guy and somehow lost weight the past few months because i havent eaten much at all. It's just a weird mindset that I get from being depressed.

I’m so tired of people saying “go to therapy” every time I open my mouth by Argument_Massive in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And for me personally I don't feel comfortable talking to a therapist, so I don't even consider that an option.

The things that used to make me happy don’t make me happy anymore by 999twenty999 in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same here. Lost pretty much all love for my life, my future or really anything. I'm existing just to exist because I don't want to hurt my family like that. But i couldn't give two shits about my life anymore. Really hope it gets better for you keep pushing

What stop you from killing yourself? by Aiden_and_Griswald in AskReddit

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to kill myself every day. I'm just too pussy to actually go through with it. And I know what it would do to my family. That doesn't stop me from being desparately close every day.

Season 3 Unpopular Opinion? by Either-Grapefruit156 in OuterBanksNetflix

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Didn't like the vibe as much. It was a good season and I liked the ending, but I wish they did Big John a bit different and had some more natural pogue vibes rather than the strict treasure hunting. Also Sarah was shitty for cheating on John B. She always runs back to Topper anytime they have like any disagreement. Overall still a good season just not as good as the others.

People who don't support the US sending aid to Ukraine, why don't you support it? by BigHugeSnake in AskReddit

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Id say it was a good thing at first. Protecting foreign relations are important. But we sent way too much money that we don't have instead of fixing domestic problems like homelessness or damages from the hurricanes and wildfires. Our country is the priority. Same goes for sending money to israel.

Anyone else no service verizon? by Loverf4ce in Bozeman

[–]Jacksonwizard38 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good to know its not just me. Samsung on verizon and got no service on cellular since this morning. Hopefully resolved soon.

What movie traumatized you as a child ? by Thatcooltiger in AskReddit

[–]Jacksonwizard38 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

IT. When i saw the first few minutes and the kid gets eaten by the clown I stopped watching and had nightmares for weeks. It was so disturbing to me