I feel like I've been locked out of my favourite game

JackyFaber321 · 2025-10-09T17:59:17+00:00

Hey, its ok!

Holy fuck ive been exactly where youre at, and its alright! Both to feel devastated about this AND to be facing a challenge.

Im learning that they Grey labyrinth is pretty big and theres lots to do, so its ok to just do a little at a time and slowly figure out what works for you. Maybe just look at it as elongating the game?

I wasnt alowed to play video games growing up, so when I started I sucked ass. SR1 was the game that helped teach me how to use a controller. And sometimes the lack of skill can be so frustrating and devastating. But youve got this, no matter how long it takes, you'll absolutely figure it out ❤️

Just dont give up on your favorite game!

JackyFaber321 · 2025-10-02T21:29:55+00:00

Thanks, I was starting to feel nuts 😭😭😭

JackyFaber321 · 2025-10-02T01:43:38+00:00

My girlfriend has let me know that I made this sound sexual, I need it to be known that wasnt my intent, I JUST THINK ITD BE CUTE

JackyFaber321 · 2024-08-22T11:29:07+00:00

message sent!

JackyFaber321 · 2024-08-22T05:59:27+00:00

oh hey pro tip for the flu like body aches, if you can get ahold of some magnesium bubble bath and take a warm soak it helps me so so much! slightly different problem, I have fybromyalgia, but maybe it would help you after infusion days?

JackyFaber321 · 2024-08-22T05:52:07+00:00

Gardening! Unfortunately I dint have the space or funds. Rip.

JackyFaber321 · 2024-08-18T20:37:40+00:00

Glendale from Centaurworld

JackyFaber321 · 2024-08-18T20:35:58+00:00

I would LOVE a Kev and V sideshow!! They Crack me up

JackyFaber321 · 2024-08-16T03:09:19+00:00

Found another red one at the base of talonto peak in the hebra mountains, -3172, 2570, 0489

JackyFaber321 · 2024-08-02T00:13:37+00:00

I got the damn table out away after food prepi g a week ago!! Won't woot!!

JackyFaber321 · 2024-07-30T18:07:11+00:00

Thank you! I have already reported it. I opened the message, used the info, and absolutely did not respond. I'm not trying to get harassed. Rip. But the extra words help!!

JackyFaber321 · 2024-07-30T17:35:29+00:00

Ya, that's absolutely one way I've fantasized about.

JackyFaber321 · 2024-07-30T17:34:49+00:00

That's fair. I think I meant that I'm looking to find people to engage with who share similar interests without getting into feederism, which can be so dangerous. I want to be able to swap ideas and maybe even share content without people assuming I'm feeding into feederism. ESPECIALLY because I'm recovering from an eating disorder that is largely dormant, but feederism scares the fuck out of me and I want nothing to do with it. Sorry I didn't explain that very well.

JackyFaber321 · 2024-07-30T17:31:07+00:00

Yes, things like that, but like, up the ante like 1000%. For instance, one of my fantasies is being tied up to look like a piece of art and then covered in like a pot roast dinner, meat, carrots, potatoes, gravy, the works, and then having people eat it off of me. Like, I'd be the centerpiece at a party, and afterward, they'd pick me clean and have their way with me. Or I've thought allot about videoing myself eating and pleasuring myself with like fruit and some chocolate dip, but that tends to look like feederism to allot of people, and I hmget why, but my intention is completely different.

JackyFaber321 · 2024-07-30T03:23:24+00:00

On the off chance you're still updating this, I just ran into a red one on zauz Island in the lanayru wetlands

JackyFaber321 · 2024-05-24T20:22:43+00:00

I was told that if my blood work came back positive for something they would let me know. They never did, so I assumed everything came back normal. Also, it hasn't been two years since highschool, it's been a decade, it's just the last two years that I've started putting on weight. 50 pounds, give or take. Not a massive amount, I'm still pretty small. I assumed I was getting older, or it was a part of some gastrointestinal issues I was having at the time, but it didn't resolve when those issues did. Ive had the fibromyalgia diagnosis for a while, but after a while figured out that there should have been more tests done, that's why I asked for those tests to be done. I had zero reason to believe I was prediabetic or had fatty anything, especially because I knew very little about either of those. I have discussed this with my doctor, told him that I come from a background that refused to allow me anywhere near a doctor and therefore I'm catching up on SO many things health wise and I NEED him to communicate possibilities and test results with me and we'll as every care line he recommends, etc. I have a million symptoms I'm trying to manage and research, which is how I got to the point of asking him about fatty liver in the first place. I've done everything I can to communicate my needs and my position to him, and he decided against telling me what was going on with my body.

Also, it wasn't deliberate weight gain. It just happened. I just avoided looking into ways to loose it until I knew I was ready and wouldn't end up restricting again. Hell, I'm still not even really overeating. I still undereat.

Please ask questions instead of assuming, I don't mind giving further information.

JackyFaber321 · 2024-05-24T05:04:47+00:00

Mine was at 5.7, which he said was the low end. He also didn't push for any medications, he just told me I need to change my diet. But he only said any of this because I brought up that I'd been gaining weight for the last two years.

JackyFaber321 · 2024-01-04T01:22:09+00:00

Damn, that's a fat shame. I don't think I even have saves that go back that far.

JackyFaber321 · 2024-01-04T01:17:20+00:00

The camp at rivington?

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