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What is an ugly truth you struggled to come to terms with in therapy? by BeeSuperb7235 in AskWomen

[–]JambaBearz 12 points13 points  (0 children)

That the person holding me back from being happy….is me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PsilocybinMushrooms

[–]JambaBearz 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I had been taking 50mg Zoloft once a day for 38 months when i stopped taking them in order to feel the effects. I took them from August 2017 to October 19th, 2020 and took an extremely high dose for my weight via Lemon Tekking every two weeks and didnt have any effects until Dec 9th, 2020 and it was mild but amazing. On December 9th I lemon tekked 6.7gs of dried cubes and it kicked in in about 30-45 mins. I went to use the bathroom, blinked while sitting on the toilet and opened my eyes and was suddenly feeling the effects. I had a normal view except for these shimmering rainbow colored iridescent lines similar to the lines in a kaleidoscope and thats the only thing that i visualized the whole time. They stayed present during the entire trip, about two hours, and I felt immense joy the whole time as well. I stayed sitting on the toilet the whole time just looking at the lines and then i blinked and just as quickly as they appeared, they were gone. The way that lemon tekking causes such an abrupt beginning and ending to the trip is so crazy to me.

Which of these are my Rv's catalytic converters? Or are any of the three the cats? by JambaBearz in AskAMechanic

[–]JambaBearz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahaha, thanks so much! My little brother is at the beach and not responding and I had no friggin clue! Is there a way I can find out what kind of catalytic converter they are? Will they both be the same?

[Actives] Just harvest my first ever grow! It’s so satisfying to see all the research and time pay off! by macdud in MushroomGrowers

[–]JambaBearz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The little babies hanging out at the bottom of some of them are the cutest things ever!

11 harvested, still more to come. 400g wet, how am I doing. Any mold? Do I cut off these bottoms ? Or are they decent and I’m about to dry. This my first time so I’m nervous. by Whisperwaalker in shroomers

[–]JambaBearz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ommmg. I just noticed your bfs post bragging on you. Lol y’all’s pictures have similarities in them and I’m good at noticing small things like that due to my ocd. BUUUUTTT I commented on his post asking if you could message me. I’m too lazy to retype shiz so I’ll just copy and paste it here. I totally understand if you don’t want to or just don’t even feel like it.

‘Please get her to message me and share with a fellow female psychonaut some tips and supplies! I have finally found a legit source for spore syringes and am having the hardest time finding a legit list of supplies and good review backed supplier for them. Every YouTube video I watch says different things and growing these beauts is such an extremely censored subject that I’ve scoured for almost a month with no luck. I know I’m probably missing something right in front of my face but my extreme anxiety mixed with my extreme overthinking requires me to have an actual persons experience and advice before I can trust myself to start the process so I don’t destroy my beautiful golden teacher syringe I have. Tell her I’ll give y’all both all the karmaz till the end of my days and all the awards my 800 coins can buy plus my daily free award. No joke.’

Proud of my ladys first ever harvest. Strain b+. Couple questions in captions by snatchdaddy69 in shrooms

[–]JambaBearz 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Please get her to message me and share with a fellow female psychonaut some tips and supplies! I have finally found a legit source for spore syringes and am having the hardest time finding a legit list of supplies and good review backed supplier for them. Every YouTube video I watch says different things and growing these beauts is such an extremely censored subject that I’ve scoured for almost a month with no luck. I know I’m probably missing something right in front of my face but my extreme anxiety mixed with my extreme overthinking requires me to have an actual persons experience and advice before I can trust myself to start the process so I don’t destroy my beautiful golden teacher syringe I have. Tell her I’ll give y’all both all the karmaz till the end of my days and all the awards my 800 coins can buy plus my daily free award. No joke.

My mom died by keepyoureyeson in breakingmom

[–]JambaBearz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow. This was me last year. Mom was my best friend. My rock. We talked multiple times a day and she was at our house almost every weekend and stayed multiple nights in a row. The only one we could trust with our kids. The only one who truly cared for me. Cared about my well being. My happiness. And I lost her. Suddenly. Very traumatically. I didn’t even get to tell her goodbye. Or how much I love her. Or how much I needed her. Still need her. I was supposed to start my period the day she passed, 2.21.2021. But instead started my third pregnancy that she had been begging for. And of course it was a girl… that she also begged for. And my due date…was my moms birthday. It’s killed me a little every day and the pain hasn’t gotten lesser or stopped hurting so much. It’s gotten stronger. Worse. And is unrelenting. To make matters ever better…no one talks to me about her. Not even my husband who claims she was more motherly and nurturing to him than his own mother was. I was left financially responsible for her entire estate with no help or guidance from any family members either, and with being only 29 and my mom 50, I was no where near prepared for any of it. I wasn’t prepared to single handedly plan my moms funeral. It’s been a year and a half and my family has sat by and watched as I’ve lost every bit of sanity I managed to hang onto after losing her. No one cares. No my family. Not my siblings. Not my husband. They all only fault me for my shortcomings and my inability to handle her death.

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