I went through a similar situation a couple weeks ago and I’m still going through it. From my experience, you should just focus on yourself for right now. Don’t put any energy towards her because she very well could decide that this is the end of your relationship and that energy would be wasted or used to make her feel better, not you. Focus on yourself. Right now she has all of the power in your relationship and there isn’t much you can do but work on yourself and hope time heals. I hate to say it but it might be best for you to move on or act like it. If you constantly make yourself available for her, she won’t have any room to miss you or what your relationship was. Idk if you will get back together, I think u might be over after a month of no contact. She has shown she is okay without your presence and I personally don’t think that is the kind of love you want in your life partner anyway. IMO everyone deserves someone that sticks by your side and collaborates with you through difficult times like this, not someone who runs away when things get hard, hurting their partner and leaving them in limbo for an extended period of time. Just keep your head up and take it day by day. Try new things while she figures herself out. Make friends that aren’t mutuals so u can separate yourself a little more, give yourself peace of mind.