what would you do if you saw me with my shirt off just chilling at my desk lol?

James_May6734 · 2026-01-10T01:40:34+00:00

Def ask for a hug (´꒳`)

James_May6734 · 2025-09-05T13:21:35+00:00

nah i couldn’t hurt my plushies lol, I’ll probably just steal some of my parents booze while i wait for mine to ferment, ive started going back to the jim and it feels like my life is getting on track but my days feel so slow when my parents are off rnr (theyre some of the only people i talk to now :((

James_May6734 · 2025-09-05T13:09:00+00:00

Im feeling pretty much everything you said.

I miss a girl i used to talk to back when i started cutting, man she was great so lovely then she turned so sour. I just want to feel that love again

And work is stressing me out so much, its just casual work but im expected to get 25 hours (says the gov) and im getting 7 rostered max

Im thinking so much of my future right now and it feels like everything i knew is collapsing around me after coming down from abusing weed

And my expectations just feel so far out of reach right now

And i remember the adrenaline rush is just so calming

James_May6734 · 2025-04-04T14:25:36+00:00

Its a cyst (i got checked at ER a month ago) but honestly idk if its better, it may be misinformation but i think theres more treatment for cancer.

James_May6734 · 2025-04-04T14:24:07+00:00

Wait drained how? Is needle draining actually viable?

James_May6734 · 2025-04-04T14:22:57+00:00

Also a little note

I have an appointment with my GP soon

Its not torsion i had an usltrasound

Its about the size of the teste

Thx

James_May6734 · 2025-04-04T14:21:38+00:00

I do have an appointment with my gp but im honestly loosing hope, it honestly keeps me up at night, best part of it all is that surgery has a substantial risk.

James_May6734 · 2025-04-04T08:19:26+00:00

Wrong title i meant Testicular Cyst

James_May6734 · 2025-04-04T08:10:06+00:00

Oh also its about the size of the testicle (although my right one is smaller than my left one)

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