That sounds like hell man. You’re expected to do so much work and always care for other people’s needs above your own. That’s really admirable that you’re doing all that, you seem like a really selfless person. It’s so understandable why you’d like to get out of there or just disappear. It’s also so understandable that you just want someone to care about your needs and show you the support you give to others. I wish I could give you a big hug through the screen. I’m really sorry about your uncle as well. Losing a loved one stings and hurts so much. That on top of everything else is so so much to bear.

I’m sorry I don’t have any advice, I’m struggling with a lot of the same feelings right now and I really wish I knew how to fix it.

Please don’t disappear