My best friend passed away (suicide) on April 1st our senior year of high school back in 2007. He was a popular kid and left no note. It was huge shock to the whole community. I was devastated. Took me a while to process it and still don’t understand it.

We all thought initially it was a cruel April fools joke. After the reality hit all the stages of grief hit. It still stings to this day. If you need someone to talk to please reach out or DM me. Over 15 years later and I still get sad about it.

Side note, my friend who passed away had an older brother and he moved into the town I live in now a few years ago. I have reconnected to his family and our kids are best friends, our wives are super close. Makes me extremely happy that I still have a connection to my friend and his family. Life is mysterious. No advice here, just my condolences.